NOT ORIGINAL - this is the combination of my two other stories, 'How Did We Get Here' (Kevin's POV) & 'A Simple Man' (Patrick's POV), with the chapters interweaved together in the right 'time' line. This is my interpretation of the inner workings of Patrick Murray and Kevin Matheson, my two favorite characters from my favorite television show, Looking, from HBO. M/M graphic scenes.

HBO Looking has provided me with countless hours of entertainment and inspiration - I feel I understood Kevin, after all who could help falling in love with Patrick, but now I need to get into Patrick's head and see if I can understand the future he was building in his head... A familiarity with the show helps!

In a parallel universe where I am in the HBO Looking writers room as they discuss episode 10… warning...will not make much sense unless you have obsessively watched season 2 episode 10 of Looking, and know all the different points in the most epic and heart-breaking fight in television history...

HBO Looking has created characters that are complicated, messy and intriguing and this is my interpretation of the inner life of Kevin Matheson. A familiarity with the show would definitely help!

My screenplay for how I want the Looking movie to start...and eventually I suppose, end. Warning...won't make much sense if you haven't watched the show! Went to my dark place, where all my fears and anxieties about Team Kevin fester, and wrote this, just to see if I will eventually be able find a way out.