being a normal teenager is boring, being a teenage fangirl is exciting, being a person that you fangirl about i- wait what? [[Under grammar/vocabular editing]]

Dear diary, I don't really like the idea of writing to no one, but my therapist suggested it, so here I am. I'll just jump straight into it. I'm innocent. Plain and simple. I didn't do anything illegal, cause last time I checked, fighting with your brother is not illegal. I wish people would look at me normal again. Everyone looks at me with disgust now. Because, you know, I'm a horrible person. Can't one person have sympathy?I mean, its not like my life is a walk in the park you know. Whatever. I'm just going to go wallow in self-pity. Love... {This was my first fanfic, it's not good, please be nice}