Addison is a very complicating girl. She has insomnia, depression, anxiety... She's a suicidal teen who's keeping that a secret from her two friends, Shane and Brooklyn. Then she meets a boy named Ryan.. Who is also suicidal. This is her first year of high school. Will all hell break loose? Disclaimer? Some of these things are true facts, like some of the couples. The names are changed, obviously. Most of the violence is all made up.

Hey everyone, those poems in here are all about selfharm and/or suicide, as the title already tells. Hope you will like them. -Update- Since this book is completed I'll be writing a second one. It'll be called "Why They Did It", out soon. Thank you! x ~Carry

•Some Poems may be triggering• This is just gonna be a book explaining self-harm and how it affects you and who it affects. Also, will be quotes and poems, all mixed together in this book. *No hate* **NO COPYWRITING!**