In November of 2009, my world as I knew it came crashing down when I received the news that my father was brutally murdered in India. The last time we were together, just two months earlier, I told him that I never wanted to see him again and that I wished that he was dead. Riddled with guilt and regret, my father's murder left me and my family fractured and consumed by secrets. Now, nearly two decades later, I have made the most important decision of my life by sharing with the world the true story behind the horrific events that led up to that fateful night.