Have you ever regretted something you’ve done so much that it physically hurts? I have. It’s like a constant ache in my chest. Have you ever had someone in your life that it so special to you that you think your chest might just burst open when you see them? I have… And I messed it up. I, Harry Styles, had to go and wreck it. Harry Styles had everything. He had a loving family, a good job and an amazing boyfriend, Louis. But he met someone who was slightly too edgy and dangerous to cope with, someone who gave him the easy route to 'fit in'. He got caught in a trap he didn’t like, but didn’t stop in time to escape. He let his one and only fall out of the love that filled every space of Harry's being. After three years in prison, can Harry fix all the torn edges he left when he went away? Or is it too late… DISCLAIMER: I don't own anyone in this story, it is purely fiction.

IF YOU HAVE ISSUES RELATED TO ANYTHING IN THIS STORY PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID TO REACH OUT FOR HELP National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255) Crisis Text Line Text 741741 Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline 1-800-4-A-Child or 1-800-422-4453 LGBT National Hotline 1-888-843-4564 The Trevor Project 1-866-488-7386 or Text "START" to 678678 Louis Tomlinson was raised in a Christian house. He believed in god but he didn't believe the church's teachings. He longed to express himself but his mother was strict to her Christian ways. Louis was gay but he kept it a secret along with the way he wanted to live. Whenever his mother got mad she would hit him then claim, 'I would never abuse you, abuse is a sin. I do what I do to you as diciplin' He just wants to be free. He thought he was trapped until one day when Harry shows up at the bakery he works at. Harry Styles is your typical punk. Screamo music, piercings, tattoos, spikes and chains, eyeliner. He was hated by the town for being different and openly gay. No one ever got to know the real him because in truth he was the sweetest boy ever and was truly caring. When he meets the struggling Louis Tomlinson he can't help but feel intrigued by the older boy. *Sorry I suck at these, just read the story to find out hopefully it will be better than this. This story will have swearing, self-harm, and boyxboy. If any of these bother you please don't read. Also if your last name is Tomlinson or Styles or you know someones who is, I highly suggest you don't read this story.*

Highest Rank:#2 in Larcel 16/5/2020 #2 in secretlife 10/5/20, #3 in doubleidentity 10/5/20 Marcel Harry Styles lives a secret double life which only he knows about. At school he is Marcel Styles, the nerd who everyone ignores. After school he is Harry Styles the well known boxer, who everyone loves and looks up to. Marcel is in love with the schools most popular student Louis Tomlinson, who finds Harry very attractive and he admits to having a crush on him but Marcel is just a nerd who he hates. After Louis meets Harry, the boxer, what will he think of Marcel? They are the same person after all!

It took little time for four year old Harry Styles, and the new kid on the block, six year old Louis Tomlinson, to become the best of friends. The boys spent most of their days together until a tragic mishap a few days before Louis' seventh birthday tears the boys apart in a manner that no one expected. Louis Tomlinson had been kidnapped and the only thing left of him from that day he had spent with Harry was his red knit hat discovered in the snowbanks days after his disappearance. The event shook up the town of Cheshire and rattled Harry Styles for most of his youth. He wondered if he would ever see his best friend again? Would anyone ever see him again for that matter or would Louis remain the boy on the milk cartons and the posters? ----------------Reviews---------------- First Place prize in the Larry category of the 1DBromanceAwards! "This plot was very original! I've never read anything like this! Its brilliant!" ~SaraLovesUnicornsxx "I am speechless... This story is too good, I can't use words to describe." ~MrsOneDirction "Aww, I'm not usually one for boyxboy, but I must admit--this is adorable and good." ~LilithMayNot "More. I have never read something like this. I love it!!" ~1directionsway "I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS!" ~TheMilkaWay "One word: oneofthemostoriginalgreathilariousfanfictionsi'veeverread." ~marti_1D © All Rights Reserved 2013

Louis Tomlinson is worthless. At least, that's what he believes. His father has beat him everyday since Louis' mother died in a car accident. His life is pretty stressful; balancing money, staying alive, and falling in love with a member of the world's most famous boyband- wait, what? Oh, and throw in raising his two younger sisters also. One thing he never thought would happen, is that someone would ever love him. Imagine how shocked he is when it happens to be Harry Styles from One Direction?

❝What's a 'Lost Boy'?❞ ❝You're a Lost Boy!❞ ❝But... I'm not lost?❞