Dean Winchester is the average guy: football, college, kid brother, nice car, girls and beer; his life is black and white, that is until he meets Castiel Collins: pretentious, slutty, sweater-wearing genius, who won't even take the time to look up at him from his obscure novel while he insults him. And then everything is shades of gray and Dean is drowning. Warnings: homophobia, closeting, drug use, language, sex, self-harm/attempted suicide Just, be careful. There's a lot of shit in here that could cause problems so I'm giving you fair warning cos I want you to be happy. THIS IS NOT MINE! i really enjoyed this fanfic and wanted to make sure everyone has the chance to read it! The original story is here -> http://archiveofourown.org/works/292406/chapters/467759?view_adult=true all credits go to original writer. i am not claiming any of this and i never would claim it! CREDITS GO TO ORIGINAL WRITER!-> http://archiveofourown.org/users/lamarnza/pseuds/wormstaches

THIS IS NOT MY BOOK!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS BOOK!!!! The original book Twist and Shout by the author from achiveofourown (Gabriel (AO3)) ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO GABRIEL AND STANDBYME!!

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Damian Owens refuses to take his medication. He consistently ditches therapy sessions, and won't speak a word to the living. Timothy Edward Richard McKinnon is your typical little fairy princess, sweet, innocent and an open heart full of love. He's the kind of kid who refuses to leave anyone behind, no matter how far underwater they drag him down. He doesn't give up on anybody. After Timmy's relocation to the rainy town of Ashland, their worlds collide in the most unexpected of places. He accidentally stumbles upon Damian and is granted the gift of hearing him speak. Although innocent on the surface, the younger boy will teach the other some of the darkest and most valuable lessons, starting with the importance of moving on, even when it seems impossible. cover credit to Amelia_Vale

Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn't of a brotherly nature...