Spoby when they first fell in love 1st book in The Beginning series

"You can call me daddy." "You cannot be fucking serious." __________ "This is a weird part of the internet, I don't like this place." - Michael Clifford, 2020.

"Were such a fucked up couple"I said in between sobs. "I know we are baby"Luke said. "I know we are" ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Hi guys this is my first fanfic so I'm sorry if it totally sucks.

Book three of the disorder series X anxiety [ang-zahy-i-tee] noun, plural anxieties. 1. distress or uneasiness of mind caused by fear of danger or misfortune X I don't like people.

Charli: hazel eyes that turn blue-ish Dark brown hair that is strawberry blonde on the right side due to faded blood red that was there before Two piercings on each ear Dark turquoise glasses Self harm; cut once, sews through skin then takes string out, two burns Bullied Sailor mouth Emo-ish Dream hair and piercings: Full blood red hair Snakebite piercing Right side nose piercing Luke: blue eyes Blonde quiffed hair Lip piercing Depression Cuts (on sides of torso where they can't be seen) -what happens when one of Charli's idols Fangirl over her but doesn't even know what she looks like? (Explicit language)

Book two of the disorder series X depression [dih-presh-uh n] Noun 1. Psychiatry. a condition of general emotional dejection and withdrawal; sadness greater and more prolonged than that warranted by any objective reason. X Definitions

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

❝i'm blind,❞ luke muttered. ❝nice to meet you, blind. im michael.❞ © 2014 michaelsvans {#1 fanfiction - 9/28/14} {#8 teen fiction - 9/18/14} cover by @michaelclifford

Sometimes it’s better that you don’t really have to feel anything. { copyright @stellatbhh (originally @whoanohemmo), 2014 }