Phil Lester is fine. At least that's what he's telling Dan, his flatmate since a year ago. What Dan doesn't know, is that Phil is silently suffering from depression and self-harm, and also has secret feelings for his best friend.

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Phil always lead a very small, normal, life where nothing exciting never really happened to him, and Phil thought that his life would stay that way and he hoped it would because he liked his little life. However when Phil meets a lost neko boy in the street things change, maybe for the better and maybe for the worse...

swiggity sway these blokes are gayy.

Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxboy, Drug dealing word count: 88k+ (In case you don't know this, exchange students live with a family that's called "host family".)

Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* self harm, suicidal thoughts, explicit language, slight anorexia. It's an angst fic so y'know, the average...also smut, so look forward that kids hey hey ;)

A Phan Fiction. ★ ★ ★ Dan is your usual prankster, and as all people know, he loves to laugh. He also likes to drink and such, but doesn't like to hurt people. Phil is your basic reserved person. He wants nothing with trouble and always looks at the good things in life. When they cross paths, however, maybe a little bit of jokes here and there will hurt in the end. ★ ★ ★ (I received the idea off a video I had watched, but I wanted to write about it and put my own spin on it)

Remember the night we met?

Dan and Phil are two best friends but Dan is going through depression and anxiety which his only friend Phil can help him with but spending too much time with someone in dangerous and as the story carries on passions start to rise and emotions start to stir.