"I know I probably shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't be disappointed or angry that he no longer loves me the way he used to. I know it's my fault, after all I was the one to make the choice. But if I could go back and choose again, I want him to know that he would always be my pick. I was foolish. I was young. I let fame get to my head. Why must you Remind Me of the past that I want to forget so desperately. I should've chose him. I should've held him closer. I should've told him that I loved him. But, is it possible that through it all, I can chose again?" *Mentions of abuse-- both verbal and sexually. Depression and self hatred a subject to be aware of. No form of self harm or eating disorder. Possible character death both major and minor. Any other warnings will be placed before the chapter begins. Hope you enjoy.* - HIGHEST RANKING: #9th in troyesivan ~ note: this fic is like my baby it's been through so much shit and i know it's not the best writing you'll ever read but i wrote it in a very dark time in my life and my mood- it reflects a lot off of the plot and the descriptors used. please be kind and know that im growing and so is my writing ability everyday. ilysm. enjoy ~

Troye walks into class one day, completely normal day, when suddenly he's handed an envelope by the teacher. Every student had received a pen pal from America that they would have to write letters to, just to create new bonds and learn about people outside of Australia. Problem is, Troye hates his pen pal and the assignment. Tyler, In America, thought the school project was stupid. Why would he want to write about his life to a stranger? He sent a paragraph, the minimum requirement, to his pen pal and was shocked when he received a letter back, more than a page long and was instantly entranced into the life of Troye Sivan Mellet. Follow their love story as they bond closer throughout their letters and throughout their lives *****(NOTHING VERY TRIGGERING BUT THERE ARE WEIGHT INSECURITIES AND SOME STRONG HOMOPHOBIA)*****

A near fatal collision, a week long coma, and a man who wakes up with no recollection of what had happened six nights ago. Or the past five years of his life, for that matter. "You're my husband.. aren't you?" minor trigger warning, possibly smut. unadulterated romance. (+ a bit of angst and drama and humour, too.) ( © ) by saaachie

Tyler has just realised his feelings and has been dropping subtle hints Here and there where as Troye is oblivious to the fact that his crush likes him. How will it play out?

Tyler Oakley and Troye Sivan become closer and closer.....

Tyler has realised his feelings for his best friend just as Troye is swept up in the whirl of media. Tyler discovers that behind sassy, confident Tyler Oakley, there is a shy and lovestruck Tilly. But to see that, will it take a pair of ocean-blue eyes?

A Troyler fanfiction. Self-harm warning. I do not promote self-harm, reader discretion advised. Please be aware, everything in this story is fiction. ⛔️Trigger Warning⛔️ (Also, I am Australian, we spell weird... Apparently)

"You know what you said before? That you love me to the end of the Universe and back?" "Yeah?" "The Universe has no end." "Exactly." When Troye Sivan and Tyler Oakley go to France with some friends, things they never expected to happen, happen. Sparks fly, feelings change, hearts get broken and mended. Join them on a trip that will change their lives, forever. (This story gets better as it goes along, but please bear in mind that it's my first ever fanfic and probably isn't that good) This fanfic will contain anxiety, but NO self-harm, suicide attempts or bulimia/anorexia. (Or smut for that matter.) [DISREGARD ANY INSTAGRAM USERNAMES, THEY'RE ALL OLD, MY CURRENT USERNAME IS @message.phan IF YOU'RE INTERESTED]

When Lesley Oakley goes to a 1d concert she meets her (unknown) brother Tyler Oakley. He has spent 4 years trying to find her and in march of 2013 he does. But a twist comes along and in may they were playing there again and Tyler reveals that he is her brother by yelling at her! What will happen to her and his best friend joey? Will Tyler break out of his gayness and fall for her friend vicky