From that first train, that first trip, that moment was where my life changed forever... I would say I was just a normal typical guy that you would know, but I'm not. My life is totally twisted at the moment. My name is Zayn Malik, and I was once part of a world wide famous boyband that went by the name of One Direction. Things happened, mistakes were made. I almost killed myself that one night....until that one person, that boarded that train would change my life forever. She was on her own journey, I was on my own. I didn't even know what I was really doing. Without knowing where I was going, where my mind was telling me to, I just sat in that train, waiting for life to give me some answers. I could even have just jumped off of that moving train and ended my life right then and there. But she saved me...by only her words. Who knew we would ever grow so close.... Her name was Nina, and I owe everything to her. Our journey, will always be part of the best moments of my life. I lost my friends, I lost my cheerful attitude, I lost my band, I lost the one love of my life....and I forgot how it was like to smile. That was...until Nina came along. She changed everything for me....thank god for that train. This is my story....

I wasn't always like this. I used to be happy. I used to be the popular girl and I used to smile. But I was an entirely different person now. Life had done that to me. Every thing all happened at once. After the death of my father my life had been flipped upside down. Troy had used me and done something to me that I could never ever forget. He ruined me. I had no clue what was to happen next in my life. I had experienced love, heartbreak and death all at once. Why are all of these people so protective of me? Am I next to die after my father? Why am I always so paranoid? No one knows how my father died, or at least I don't. I know they're all hiding it from me...I just know it. I'm trying to get over it but I can't. Mother won't either. Every time I try to tell her to move on she tells me "You'll never understand love Annie." That's right, cause I won't. It's a bunch of bullshit...love is for idiots. Harry and Niall protect me like they're my bodyguards. I don't need 24 hour protection. I'm not a criminal, nor am I to be hunted down. Or so I think. I can't erase my past, and the horrible things that were done to me and forced upon me. I even keep my story a secret. I'd rather have everyone think that what they knew was the truth, than for them to know what the real truth was; simply because I didn't want it to be brought up again. I find it hard to believe that there's some light out there coming my way. And then there he came. The light of my life. I just have to try and keep him alive with me.

You may have heard of them before, their story, the love, the complications, the friendship…and the drama. But now, they’re back, with even more complications in their twisted lives. Just when you thought things were going to settle down and return to normal, they never did. When she finally thought she made her decision and chose the right one, she realized she was wrong. But the boy she loved, was already gone. It was too late. She had no contact with him, no number, nothing. It’s Rachel Morgan, Harry Styles, Zayn Malik, and the rest of the gang back in the sequel, of “When life gets complicated.” While many things were still left unanswered, here they are again, hoping to find some answers for themselves, and find their true love. But it wasn’t easy when everyone was split up. They all moved on in their lives. Harry and Zayn were both gone. Harry in LA, Rachel in London, and Zayn in Las Vegas. Not only were these three finding life difficult, but of course, the other couples in the gang as well... And Maria and Emma? What's the story behind them? When she thought everything was over…boy was she wrong. Rachel’s love story was not coming to an end just soon. If you truly love someone, you let them go. But in this case, it’s impossible to let go of your loved one. Here we are again, in the same love triangle. When life gets complicated. Coming soon.... *January 4th* :)

A bad boy on the outside and shy on the inside + a bad girl on the inside and outside = What? Aria Hills is that bad girl. She has a terrible attitude and deffinetly not the best grades. All she wants is to be in control and have everyone listen to her. She doesn't care about boys, shopping and gosip. She is known for her trouble all over her town but nobody can do anything about it because her daddy is one of the richest man on earth. She soon finds out that her father, a record producer, has invited a world wide famous boy band to stay at her house. She dislikes all of them at first but hates, the one and only, Zayn Malik, the most. He makes her extra mad and knows just how to hit her nerves. But that one night the anger between them turns into a heated makeout session. That one action changed everything between them but is it for the best or for the worst?

What if Zayn does read Rosemarie's letters? Would her life change? What would Zayn say about it? Will there be a relationship? Will they be friends? Will they be lovers? So many questions to be answered.

{book 2} ✓ - ❝ I'm tired of pity, of everyone looking at me like "poor Zayn, infatuated with his best mates's girl". I know it's not okay and if it were so easy to forget about her I would've done it already. It's not. But I just need time, not people to pity me and force me to move on. Why can't they understand that? I just need time and someone to understand. ❞