❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

. . . . . While every other room was filled with your typical everyday school supplies, his was more of a play room than anything else. Like some kind of sex dungeon for those people with sex kinks would have. His hand lightly grasped my neck, as he applied light pressure. I was scared this was our last session, before he was going to drop me like the rest of his woman. I let my fingers trail down his torso, to the hem of boxers, wanting to go further than that. We were so close, I could smell his after aftershave. His jaw line that clinched whenever he was angry, making it much more entertaining in class. I was getting impatient with his slow pace, so I decided to make the first move. As soon as our lips connected, I could feel the guilt. But it was too late, all I could do now was enjoy, while it lasted. . .

Ethan tries to leave one life for another: probable death for a possible life. But what he leaves behind doesn't necessarily want to let him go. Shackles from the past bind his wrists while promises of a better life scare the hell out of him. How could someone possibly want him to be a part of their life and their family? What he thought was his chance for salvation, in the form of the firm roles of a BDSM relationship, proves to be a very different story altogether. Marc Matthews, a Dom at a local club, turns Ethan's life upside down without the help of a whip. While Matthews tugs at his heart, Ethan remains determined to raise the walls inside his chest to protect what is left of a hollow existence.

A condition brought them together, but it's far from what you'd expect. Harry Styles is a simple, seventeen year-old student - a boy exploring his sexuality with different partners, but who never knew what to be in love is. Louis Tomlinson is a wealthy, renowned sexologist - a man who holds all the knowledge when it comes to sex, but lives a lonely life. When Harry has an appointment with Mr. Tomlinson, he realizes that cryptic man is everything he never knew he always wanted. But he figures someone like Louis - his own doctor - will never think of him in that way. Or will he? Determined to treat what Harry was taught to consider a problem, Louis chases after him to study him from up close, but it soon becomes too personal to conceal. After their paths cross, will they find true love in one another or will it just be a case of fatal attraction? # 70 in sugardaddy # 96 in crossdressing # 575 in adult # 418 in larry Steamy. Kinky. Scandalous... and an emotional ride.

Louis was self-oriented, a defensive and snappy character who only fought for himself. Some would go as far to call him selfish. He'd always found it difficult to cope with stress and when the effects of the A.M finally take their toll, Louis is just about ready to fall. 🐬 🎀 𝒜𝒈𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 🎀 🐬

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