Trying to inhale the needed oxygen burned my lungs, the tears burned as they ran down the side of my cheeks. Sweat beaded on the brow as every last bit of energy was used to get away from the dark shadow of a man that threatened to engulf me. A scared boy, being abused by the one who should love him the most. A likable new student who can't help but be captivated by this kid. Who is going to be saving who from this harsh world?

Meet Azel, a crazy, random, clumsy 17 year old with a completely oblivious personality. Meet Alistair, a simply perfect, beautiful, loving 17 year old with a completely confusing personality. Add in some best friends, bullies, heartache and love, and you'll have both of their lives.

When 3-year-old Alex, loses his mother to cancer, he leaves with his father. Creed, Alex's father, was already in love with Rylie a woman he met a year after he left Alison. She had a son named Ryan already, so he took him in. Now 13 years later, Alex is 15, and Ryan is 16. Ryan was sexually abused as a child by his biological father Daniel, and to get over the fact of that, he feels as if Alex should go through the same pain. It all started at age 10 and 11. Now it has carried on for five years and has worsened badly. Yet, Alex thinks he deserves it and takes it, sense he was little his father has told him it was his fault Alison, his mother, is dead. He feels as if it really is. Him being 5' 5" he is pretty short for a boy in highschool and being 140 he is very small in weight too. A perfect size for bullies. But what happens when one of his major bullies, Tyler, gets a work assignment with him that has to be done out of school? Will Tyler dig deeper into Alex's life? Will Alex let him? What about if Tyler realizes he might be growing feelings for Alex? Or more importantly, when Alex and Ryan realize it too?

James Keaton is a 16 year old boy that has been forced to grow up too fast. When James was around the age of three, his father came home drunk. His life was never the same after that. His mother left and his dad blamed him. James never got a break from being abused. At school he wasn't liked by any of the other students. He would be beaten everyday and then he would punish himself for being himself. He was a quiet abused gay boy, but he never hurt a soul. Mikey Johnson has the definition of the perfect life. He is very close to both of his loving parents and he is the most popular and loved person in his school. But Mikey has a secret. He is gay. He has a secret crush on a cute and quiet boy named James Keaton but he doesn't like the idea himself being gay. He started to mentally abuse James in 9th grade and then it escalated. He takes all of his anger out on this poor boy that he doesn't realise is broken and dying inside. Will he finally accept himself and stop bullying James or will it be too late. WARNINGS: This story will contain bullying, abuse, eating disorders, self harm, panic disorder, harsh language, rape, and alcohol abuse. This book will be very sad and please don't read if this could be triggering to you.

( Graphic Violence, BoyxBoy Smut Scenes, abuse, swearing. If those things offend you, as early as now I advise you to not read this. Thank you. ) "You're mine and I do anything as I please." Max growled, forcing my body down on my knees and I just lay there, too hopeless to fight back. All hopes gone. And finally, I let him. After all this is my fate, to stay In His Hands.

((Written in 2013!!!! Read at your own risk!!)) Adrian's life is pretty complicated, as you can imagine. His parents expect nothing but the best out of him, and if not received, they beat him. His social anxiety makes school a living hell. One day, a new kid shows up. He's from the UK and his name is Jamie. Jamie seems different than anyone Adrian has ever met. He confuses the kid. Jamie knows there is something that Adrian is hiding. And something he's hiding himself. Jamie is actually gay. It's the reason he's moved so much, because none of his other schools are willing to accept it.Could things change when Jamie realizes he's falling for Adrian? And worse, kids in the town are being kidnapped by a strange van. What will Adrian do once Jamie is one of those kids? ~Yes, this is boyxboy. It's my way of saying that being gay is freaking awesome and I think there should be more romance stories with gay relationships, not just straight ones. So, don't like? Don't read and don't waste my time with homophobic crap.Thanks. Also, comments are wonderful!~