All Alexander had ever wanted was someone to appreciate him and love him. John Laurens is all that and more. But with the social pressures of women and the war going on, will they remain friends or can they fan a spark into a flame? John Laurens doesn't die!AU

'The painless killing of a patient suffering from an incurable and painful disease or in an irreversible coma.' Euthanasia. This disease was my life. I want to die, I want to die. I wanted to bleed out right in that bathroom, but he had to stop me; why does he even care? Why would Vic Fuentes, the perfect senior care enough to stop me dying. That's never enough of course, so can he really stop me wanting to die?