Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing his issues, and his feelings for Phil.

After one day at his new school, Dan finds himself falling for Phil, the cute guy in his English class. Will they be good match like the sky and the sea, or will their relationship always be platonic?

"But I'm straight." Those three words are the words that take Phil over the edge. Like his world is crashing down on him. What's up with his constant flirting and his cheeky smiles and lovey dovey eyes. Phil knows something's up, and he's determined to find out what that something is. //warning: swearing, self harm, and eventually smut//

Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

Love becomes a little more complicated for Dan Howell and Phil Lester as they battle crazy girlfriends, depression, multiple near death experiences and supernatural encounters. Just how much can these guys take before their relationship starts to crack?

Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

Dan and Phil both have problems, they need help and seem to find each other just in time, but will they be able to overcome them together before it's too late? IPLEASE rate, comment etc if you like as it would literally mean the world to me! *NOTE! Contains: Phan, Kickthestickz, self harm, eating disorders including anorexia and bulimia, depression and possible suicidal thoughts etc* May be TRIGGERING! Also, none of this really happened/is happening to the-nor do I wish it to in any way + I obviously don't not own Dan, Phil, Chris and/or PJ (although they do own my heart) ENJOY (: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE OVERWHELMING RESPONSE - I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW <33333333

23/03/15 - Deanna and I are working on a remastered version of this. I will upload the chapters as we go. In the meantime, please read my other works. Thanks for your cooperation :) - Jodie