It wasn't always like this. I remember when I was just an inoccent 16 year old going on a simple date with Louis Tomlinson. I remember when he was sweet to me and cared for Cassie. She used to be his number one but that was all before I found it. I knew something was wrong when Louis got back from tour but when I found the little plastic bags and Heroin needles I couldn't believe it. Now I am home all alone with a three year old. It's been two and a half years since Louis tried to contact me. I still love him but I hate what he has become.What will happen when Lucy's first love chooses drugs over his family? Will Louis ever sober up or just continue to hurt everyone around him?

I watched as the love of my life ran out of the door with tears streaming down her face. There was hurt laced in all of her precious features.It hurt me to see her cry, but it killed to know I was the reason.I sprinted after her,no shoes on and rain falling around me. She was gone, possibly forever. I am the stupidest arse to ever live I scream out in the empty street. I was alone. After Niall wins back his love things quickly turn for the worst. What will the young popstar do when nothing seems to go right and suicide is always calling out?