My name isn't important. Who I am isn't important. I just need a place to write down all of what goes in my head and whether anyone reads this and actually cares or people just read this for a laugh I don't care my self esteem is already so low. So I found out that writing all your problems actually help I decided to see if it works for me. So read this, laugh at it, show your friends or comment that I should stop or continue. Do whatever I will continue to write this to help myself and stop me becoming insane. Maybe this will help me sort my life out and I'll do something in life to help the world and I won't get anything back but I will feel good because I helped someone who has less than me. Someone who is in more pain or has gone through more.

this account is two people. one writes the other edits and posts. this is one of our pasts. WARNING: there is mention of family members passing, slight harm (not eating/starving) and it may make you cry. you have been warned...