Just a collection of phan one shots. All 100% written by me, and which you should 100% read. (It's mostly angst I'm warning you). Requests greatly welcomed.

Playing music has always been a big part of Phil's life. From the time he was five, and banging spoons against the table, to present day; seventeen years old and apart of the upcoming Alt. Rock/Everything-In-Between band, Heinous. It's an easy life to live, he's sure. Making music with his best friends, trying to avoid failing high school the best he can, and getting his parents to stay off his back about 'that God-awful noise'. And there's Dan Howell. His sex-on-legs, hot tempered boyfriend, who miraculously shares his love of music. It's like they're meant to be. You know, except they're apart of different bands. Rival bands, to be exact, with every member hating the other, with a vengeance. They know damn well not to publicise their relationship, not with a certain competition coming up that could make or break them; the tension would be off the charts and would do nothing but cause unwanted drama. But you can't keep secrets forever. And with the stress of practice and their band members on their backs, it's getting harder to keep it in the dark.

AU: In a world where you age until you're 18, until you meet your soulmate so you can grow old together. Dan Howell has suffered a great deal. After getting into a car accident, his memory has wandered off and he spends his days wasting away as amnesiac in Baywood Mental Institution. But if he doesn't know anything about his life before the accident, then why does Faren, his psychiatrist, keep pushing him to tell her if he remembers anything? Who is Phil Lester and why is he a murderer? Why do bizarre visions and dreams haunt his sleep, and why can he not use regular kitchen utensils? Dan struggles to piece together his life, one leaf at a time, and must choose between the consequences of love and the reality of existence, finding what it truly means to become a Growing Tree.

there is a boy who catches my bus that has bluey-grey eyes as clear as the lake the kids go swimming in he sits with his friends and laughs a lot at little things. and when his friends are silent he looks out the window. i sit two seats behind him and i think he is beautiful