Troye Sivan makes a big decision to move to California. That doesn't happen to be his only decision though. He makes mistakes, but then again everybody makes mistakes. These mistakes though happen to involve a very attractive boy by the name Connor. He didn't realize that he was falling apart until he finally broke. Who caught him? Connor? No one? "I needed to see him again. I've grown so close to him, that when he's away, it feels like a part of me is missing. He truly is my other half and I need my other half to be whole again."

What if you fall in love with one of your best friends and don't even accept that you're gay? This is what happens to Connor Franta. He always knew that he was different but when he started to develop feelings for one of his best friends, Troye Sivan, he tried to deny it. He tried to push those feelings away, he didn't want to be gay at least that's what he always said to himself. But what if his feelings become so strong that he can't just ignore them any longer. Will he ever be able to accept those feelings or will he always keep ignoring them? Will he talk about it or just keep bottling everything up that's going on in his life? What if all those feelings just get too much to handle? Will he break or finally accept them?

"and this is how we fell in love."

Connor ran off to start over, not thinking anyone would care. But when Troye looks for him and pours out his feelings to him, will he feel differently? or has Connor already moved on to someone else.

The hate is starting to get to Troye and he doesn't know how much longer he can take it. Starts just before the SYDNYE party and I tried to base this around actual events that happened but if I don't get it 100% right please don't come for me. *~*TRIGGER WARNING*~* This story deals with self harm and eating disorders, if this will affect you negatively in any way please don't read it xx I'm not great at descriptions but give it a go, yea? x

Distance makes the heart grow fonder - someone stronger than me. Connor finds himself telling a lot of people to follow their hearts lately- it's a little inspirational, he likes to think, but mainly hypocritical. He can't seem to take his own advice. So one morning, he books a ticket, and five hours later, he's boarding a plane. It's spontaneous, a little crazy, and it might be the best decision he's ever made. Connor finally takes his own advice, and he follows his heart to Sydney.