Hello my name is Ciomara Cruz I sing a little and I self harm. Some people might call me a ' suicidal freak ' but what they dont know is that I get bullied by 4 boys every single day of my life. Physically and if not that its verbally and if not verbally then mentally but they always have a way of getting me to run to my only ' friends ' that live in the bathroom my blades… the boys that do this to me are Taylor Caniff, Nash Grier, Carter Reynolds, and Jack Gilinsky. The boys that help me through this are Aaron Carpenter, Cameron Dallas, Matthew Espinosa, Shawn Mendes, and Jack Johnson. I guess you could call them my friends but I perfer… my saviors.