I lasted all of one week before I caved in and started writing the voices in my head again. ### SPOILERS AHEAD FOR THE MOVIE ### This takes place over a year after the HBO Looking movie ended. Patrick left for Texas with Richie. Kevin left for London with Jon. But they are my OTP so how could I let them stay so far apart? This will not make any sense if you do not know the show. I don't explain the history. If you want to know how I feel about Kevin, I wrote a whole story from his POV called 'How Did We Get Here'. Also, this is M/M fan fiction.

NOT ORIGINAL - this is the combination of my two other stories, 'How Did We Get Here' (Kevin's POV) & 'A Simple Man' (Patrick's POV), with the chapters interweaved together in the right 'time' line. This is my interpretation of the inner workings of Patrick Murray and Kevin Matheson, my two favorite characters from my favorite television show, Looking, from HBO. M/M graphic scenes.

I'm a full supporter of Kevin and I really hope that he and Patrick can work things out. They have been through too much to just let it end like it did in 210. I would have been perfectly happy if Richie's scene was cut out at the end. I don't fully understand the last minute of the season finale, but I also believe that was done on purpose to confuse the audience, or just to confuse me. I thought Patrick and Richie were done. I felt like they were done by 205, if not, at least by 208, once Patrick told Kevin that he was in love with him. I don't see the appeal of Richie, and frankly I don't think he is good for Patrick. Patrick seems to be his happiest and his true self with Kevin and I love that. Patrick doesn't have to hide who he is or suppress his emotions with Kevin.

HBO Looking has provided me with countless hours of entertainment and inspiration - I feel I understood Kevin, after all who could help falling in love with Patrick, but now I need to get into Patrick's head and see if I can understand the future he was building in his head... A familiarity with the show helps!

HBO Looking has created characters that are complicated, messy and intriguing and this is my interpretation of the inner life of Kevin Matheson. A familiarity with the show would definitely help!

Still crying over the series finale of 'Looking' (latest HBO masterpiece)? You might need a little fanfiction fix to get you through until series 2. This first one just fills in some gaps from 'the leather vest' episode. The other one 'Kevin's Story' tries to get to the bottom (no pun intended) of Kevin's weird post-coital behaviour.

In a parallel universe where I am in the HBO Looking writers room as they discuss episode 10… warning...will not make much sense unless you have obsessively watched season 2 episode 10 of Looking, and know all the different points in the most epic and heart-breaking fight in television history...

Based on the HBO series "Looking"

Kevin has it all. The beautiful boyfriend, the dream job and a great set of ears. Trouble is, he can't stop thinking about Patrick.

Based on HBO's show Looking. Patrick has gone from needing to hide from his problems to learning how to walk away in an act of self-preservation so now the only lesson to be learned is how to fight for and defend what he loves, even if it means fighting the man he loves. This is how Patrick and Kevin find their way back to each other. Post "Looking for Home."