In which a girl can't go a day without an anxiety attack and a boy can't go a day without noticing

Elizabeth Parker is a 15 year old girl who loves to read. She's only had one friend her whole life and he disappeared at the age of 5, never to be seen again. Elizabeth's life has not been great. Actually its been awful. Elizabeth's life, this passed few months, is falling apart right in front of her. She doesn't see any reasons to continue on. But when she makes up her mind to end her life one boy might have a chance to change her mind and show her the beauty in life. Secretly the boy seems to be hiding something deep down. This deep down secret might hold the answers to finding Elizabeth's long lost friend from childhood. (SLOW UPDATES!!!!!!)

They were never supposed to fall in love. In fact, they were probably never even supposed to meet. But life does that sometimes; it brings you someone who unexpectedly turns your world upside down. For Ella, it all began on the last day of summer, in a small bakery on the edge of town. With three teenage boys, a plastic knife and a rocketship birthday cake. lol I'm not dead guys

Ian Macpherson and Charlotte (or Charlie, as Ian calls her) Henry had been the best of friends since either could remember. But when Charlotte's mother dies of cancer when she was thirteen, Charlotte goes into a depression that even Ian can't help her out of and pushed them farther and farther apart. Charlotte's depression caused her to gain weight and become the laughing stock of the school. Even her best friend Ian turned on her. But that's when Charlotte moved away to England because of her father's job. Now it's both Ian and Charlotte's senior year and everything is about to change for them both. Ian became the hot player that any girl would happily be with. He never thought he'd see Charlotte again since she'd moved to England. But now she's back and looking totally different. Charlotte still can't forget what Ian and his friends did to her before she left for England. But when they meet again, Charlotte can't help but have her feelings for Ian come flooding back to her. And maybe, just maybe, Ian will let himself feel what he'd hidden from her forever.