In which a girl can't go a day without an anxiety attack and a boy can't go a day without noticing

Elizabeth Parker is a 15 year old girl who loves to read. She's only had one friend her whole life and he disappeared at the age of 5, never to be seen again. Elizabeth's life has not been great. Actually its been awful. Elizabeth's life, this passed few months, is falling apart right in front of her. She doesn't see any reasons to continue on. But when she makes up her mind to end her life one boy might have a chance to change her mind and show her the beauty in life. Secretly the boy seems to be hiding something deep down. This deep down secret might hold the answers to finding Elizabeth's long lost friend from childhood. (SLOW UPDATES!!!!!!)

They were never supposed to fall in love. In fact, they were probably never even supposed to meet. But life does that sometimes; it brings you someone who unexpectedly turns your world upside down. For Ella, it all began on the last day of summer, in a small bakery on the edge of town. With three teenage boys, a plastic knife and a rocketship birthday cake. lol I'm not dead guys