[Halfway edited, a mess of a story tbh, my beloved first] "Because you're a social worker. You jerk people's feelings to the surface, and pick at them and pick at them until that person has nothing left. They're broken and alone. Then you fill them to their skulls with pills, saying now they can go about their normal lives, and that they're healthy. Nothing but lies." "It's one of those things that's....dangerous yet alluring. Awful yet lustful." His eyes said so much more than he did. In his eyes, I didn't see the same man I saw at a glance. This man was emotionally damaged, and so, so sad. {*CAUTION*:Story contains BOYXBOY and other things of that nature, BAD LANGUAGE, as well as SUICIDAL references, actions, and VIOLENCE.} {*HALT*:Story also contains a decent amount of LARRY along with ZARRY} ©2014 Prisonerwithavision

Olivia Allen is a college student who is studying abroad in London. Quickly after moving halfway across the world, her semester's focus shifts from her studies to a certain blonde boy she can't seem to stay away from. This book is a cute, romantic, and mature love story. It's definitely not AU - I tried to stay true to their lives as best as I could imagine. There's some build up, but it eventually gets very very smutty. Best rankings: 🥇 #niallhoran 🥇 #1dsmut 🥇 #niall 🥇 #horan 🥉 #niallsmut #9 #onedirection ... 2021 Update! I wrote this in 2014 & 2015 so in 2021 I polished it up a bit. The plot didn't change but I fixed some grammar and word choice. If you enjoy it, please keep the votes & comments coming! Rereaders, let me know if you notice anything I changed. But I truly hope nothing is noticeable! ... As a shameless advertising push (well not entirely, there's some shame) here are some of the sweetest comments ever on my story. I'm hoping they convince you to read it, especially because I think my writing improves a lot after the first few chapters but I worry that people don't get to where I really hit my stride before quitting on this story. So please stick with it and maybe you will agree with these kind readers: "LAST CHAPTER IM GOING TO CRY😭😭THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE FAN FICS IVE EVER READ" "omg I absolutely loved it!!! I literally stayed up until my eyes couldn't stay open any longer reading this book!! You're an incredible writer and have written an amazing story <3" "THIS WAS SO AMAZING OMFG" "This truly is the most beautiful and sweet story I have ever read! You write so realistically! I love your style! I didn't want it to end! Loved every part!" "this would be the fifth time i have read this book love it every time" "❤️ I loved every minute of this story! Seemed almost true! Thanks for sharing your talent! ❤️" "This is the best story I have ever read. Thank you so much."

Once upon a time. In the land of Bradford, Wait- What the fuck am I saying? This isn't a damn fairytale. Okay so, basically, Sapphire Sertori. Hot body. Innocent church girl, well.....maybe not so innocent anymore. Life just goes to show you, even perfection can be a bitch. Then there's Niall. 1/5 of the most popular gang at school. Gets alot of girls. But only wants a certain one. The one that doesn't give a shit what he does.He's a puppy under her control but She only needs the badass........ Harry. Leader of the gang and 100% thee sexiest guy in school, as all of Earth already knows. All the guys want to be him. All the girls want to be with him. Too bad he's only up to one night stands. Does whatever he wants and whoever he wants. His motto- 'Rules? Screw em'. Probably been with every girl in school. All except her. Their lives are practically tangled in knots. Will Sapphire find the right prince to her fairytale? Or will she have to go through a bunch of Happy Mistakes first?Although she may seem perfect, her life is about to get fucked up big time. Never trust a blonde church girl....especially if she says fuck ;) Follow me on twitter= @tweedle24HM Instagram= @kjoseph984 Piccollage= Onetwothreedrizzi yeah!