Ashton has always loved his brothers. When he was younger he use to self harm which he has always been public about. When Luke, Calm, and Michael are in the back of the tour bus talking bad about Ashton and he hears them he starts writing in his journal starting off as Dear Brothers in letter format. About how he feels everyday. He starts cutting but no one notices. These are the Journal Entry's he wrote. This story will not have him doing it because it's just journal entries. It will just say how he feels when he did it.

[EDITING] When Calum receives love notes in his locker from a mysterious person by the code name 'Red,' he starts to wonder who the person could be. Red keeps sending notes saying how captivated he is of him and how he wants to be with the tan boy, but under circumstances they can't be together. Calum starts to question his friends, Ivy and Harry to see if they have any clue on who it is but little did they know the mysterious person was right under their nose.