Love is complicated It can make you feel like the happiest person alive, like nothing bad can ever go wrong but frankly that's just bullshit, there's a whole other side of love that you never want to face It can rip your heart into shreds and you'll feel like your dying inside and out I let a single tear slip down my face, why is love so complicated? it takes over your life and that's all your life is anymore Love I can't let it take over me anymore, the other option is something I could never live with Which is why I'm choosing not to live with it "I'm so sorry..." I whisper I send him a single text saying I'm sorry I can't let this side of love control me anymore I'm done.

Virginity List: A list of things she wanted to do before she loses her virginity.