The snow fell around me, softly landing in a white blanket on the ground. I shivered as winter's icy fingers seeped through my sweater. I gazed around at the last thing I would ever see as I continued to cough up blood. I laughed internally, me dying in winter? Ironic, I've always liked winter. It really was beautiful , and it was as if nothing could disturb the peaceful white snow covered scenery. But that was until I saw him. His tall form was standing over me, looking down at my broken body. His fiery red hair stood out against the snow, a complete contrast to the scene around him. My eyes were drawn to him, I longed to run my fingers through his Scarlett locks. He let out a breath, which turned into smoke from the chilly air. I was snapped out of my daze, and looked up to meet his eyes. Snowflakes rested on his long red lashes, and I was instantly pulled into the depths of blue eyes. He smiled, showing off his perfectly straight teeth. "Hi, gorgeous" he spoke. "I'm Jerome".

"One day, I'm going to jump. And its going to be grand, and all the world is going to see that even a pretty boy has feelings too." UNEDITED AND VERY SAD ALSO ITS A SHORT STORY THAT STARTS ON CHAP 18 AND ENDS WITH 23 BC THE CHAPTERS REPRESENT HIS AGE K

For the one Connor see's but too shy to interact with.

When Troye is admitted to a psychiatric ward following a suicide attempt, the only thing he wants is to get discharged as soon as possible. The last thing he expects to find is a friend, let alone anything more. If there's one thing he learns, it's to never judge a book by it's cover. And to never take life too seriously, or take anything for granted. [Some content may be triggering - trigger warnings will be included at the beginning of any chapters including this kind of content.] Highest Rank: #155

"Once you start to care for someone is when you give them the power to hurt you" Troye Sivan has been in a previous abusive relationship, but when he decides to break away a whole new world is opened up to him. A world of fashion. Connor Franta is very popular and famous in the fashion industry, he is a hardworking and busy man, even though he comes across as a happy and put together well being... That's not exactly what he is. When Troye and Connor's worlds collide, it might just make up for their Past. ********* Well hello welcome to my new fanfiction, fare warning that if you are easily triggered I do not reccomend reading this and it will also contain smut, so don't say I never warned you and I hope you guys like it, updates are usually with in 3 days sometimes less. Xx

[Before you read: Hiya everyone! I guess this is sorta a disclaimer. See, when I wrote this is was a wee little fourteen year old girl who just got wanted to write a fun little fan fiction. Looking back, it was terrible written and I am VERY aware of that, but this was something I made for fun in the beginning of my writing journey. It's messy and scattered and full of typos, but it's my first writing project and I can't help but love it. Thanks much - Kristin ] pretending. verb. pri'tend. to speak and act so as to make it appear that something is in the case when in fact it is not. Jenn Mcallister knows everything about pretending, especially when you're pretending not to love someone. She thinks about him all of the time, yet always covers up any trace of feelings for him. Its to bad that everyone has to stop pretending at some point.

Spanning 3 years, 23 countries, 45 cities, 31 flights, 15 bus rides, 5 ferry rides, and 9 train rides, this is the story of what happens when you learn you're never too old to run away.

What if you fall in love with one of your best friends and don't even accept that you're gay? This is what happens to Connor Franta. He always knew that he was different but when he started to develop feelings for one of his best friends, Troye Sivan, he tried to deny it. He tried to push those feelings away, he didn't want to be gay at least that's what he always said to himself. But what if his feelings become so strong that he can't just ignore them any longer. Will he ever be able to accept those feelings or will he always keep ignoring them? Will he talk about it or just keep bottling everything up that's going on in his life? What if all those feelings just get too much to handle? Will he break or finally accept them?

|Inspired Troye's cover of the song Heartbreak Boy by 5SOS| |This turned into the fluffiest bunch of fluff yikes|

A bunch of Youtubers are forced to live in The YouTube House for a year to make an amazing show of what youtubers do in their day to day life. But nothing is how it was meant to be. Soon, there's love, lies, worry and no one knows what to do. And, for once, the viewers don't know if they can trust their idols...