+updates every wed/thurs. "Change is not good or bad. Change is change." Bradley Johnson has lived all of his life with standards: standards to look a certain way and standards to act a certain way. When the standards for him start to rise, he'll do anything to achieve them, even if that means killing himself in the process. His life is crumbling, piece by piece, and he's going down with it. Corrie Hughes has been fucked over enough for six people's lifetimes. He accepts that everyone betrays everyone, hell, he will be the first one to admit to screwing someone over. He doesn't think he'll ever change because he's the boy with a past full of mistakes. When his life goes from bad to worse, he doesn't know if he should let his life keep slipping through his fingertips or hold on with all he has. Highest Ranking: #14 in Teen Fiction • 1st place in The Mystical Awards (July 2017) • 3rd place in The Dreamer Awards (2017) ***WARNING*** This book is not edited (at all), and there are so many inaccuracies. There are so many mistakes and flaws. Don't be afraid to comment/PM me with any respectful reviews that discuss these problems. © 2018 | dreamfloats all rights reserved. no reproduction. cover by: editor: needed when completed.

••• Jonah Mchale's junior year of High school was supposed to be different. Life changing. He was supposed to win his football championships, get scouted by a first division college team, ace his SATs, go to prom with his long-time girlfriend Nicole. He never meant to get injured. To get a concussion during a game. To get prescribed opioids, to buy heroin in a dark alley at 3 am. Jonah Mchale wasn't supposed to spend his junior year chasing his next high. He was never supposed to stop living. •••

Cyan is addicted. And the only thing thas stopping Cyan from putting a bullet through his head is that addiction as well as his druglord boyfriend, Elliot Castellani. With a bad past and nothing to live for, Cyan thinks he's doing just fine living his life. He's happy, for the most part. That is until he meets Mason Reyolds, a police detective with a vendetta against Elliot from some things that the drug dealer had done in the past. Cyan's life starts to spiral out of control as he's forced in police custody and made to stop taking drugs. Now without Elliot or the drugs keeping him sane, he's forced to face the realities of his life. How long is it going to take before he can't handle it anymore?

A high school wrestler finds his life spiraling out of his control. Liam García never meant to let cutting weight consume him. He never meant to find solace in the starving or the purging. He loved the sport more than anything. Until it started to destroy.

Sarah Campbell has everything she's ever wanted. She worked day and in and day out for her acceptance to her dream school, Vanderbilt University. And now that she's got it she can't wait to finally let loose. She never was the goodie-two-shoes her parents thought she was, but with a new start here at Vandy, she's really ready to make a name for herself. Except she already has one. Sarah Campbell, Peer Mentor. Sarah's been volunteering as a peer mentor at Vanderbilt since she was in high school, so it's no shock to her when her boss asks her to take on the hardest case of the semester. Cue Adam Watson. Adam Watson is ready to move out and move on. With a past riddled with mistakes, he's ready to create a new future for himself. The only problem? Vanderbilt isn't so forgiving. He's handed his acceptance and football scholarship with one condition, that he meets with a peer mentor once a week. After a serious warning from the head coach, and threats of being kicked off the team, Adam realizes that the only way he's going to keep his starting position is by actually attending these meetings once a week. Even if it's not by choice. Sarah Campbell and Adam Watson's worlds collide in a unique set of circumstances, and neither one of them are necessarily thrilled about it. But as Sarah begins to spend more time with Adam, she realizes that there's more to him than what meets the eye. And maybe, just maybe, there's a piece of him worth saving. *Trigger Warning: This book deals with issues such as Alcoholism & Bulimia. -Updates: once a week -Cover created by: TinHoverCarlnIce