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Dangerous (BoyxBoy) by JustLostMyCool
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*** COMPLETED *** Sixteen year old Daniel Layman has been bullied since he came out. His best friend and protector Sean, moved to Los Angeles leaving Daniel to fend for himself in Oklahoma City. Along with trying to survive every minute of hell at school, Daniel also has to walk over five miles everyday through the dangerous streets of Oklahoma City, just to get home - where he has to ignore the aggressive men his mother brings home every night. Seventeen year old Ethan Miller has been a member of one of the most dangerous gangs in Oklahoma City since he ran away from the foster care system as a child. When Daniel stumbles onto a turf war between Ethan's gang and their rivals, Ethan saves him. But the more Ethan gets to know Daniel, the more he realizes just how much saving Daniel needs. Cover art: made by me #1 in #boyxboy - May/2020 #2 in #gay - May/2020
The Snowy-haired Genius by _Lost-in-stars_
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Jason Williams didn't think going out to dinner with his family was going to be any different than usual. Comments about his sexuality, some teasing from his brothers, and lots of paparazzi. You know, nothing strange at all. But a fight with his father made Jason storm out of the restaurant, down an alleyway, and suddenly his life isn't the usual anymore. He woke up in an unfamiliar dark room, and a handsome boy opened his door to explain. The snowy-haired genius was holding him captive until he got what he wanted. Life couldn't be worse. Warning: This book contains mental issues such as depression, schizophrenia, and others. If you're sensitive to that kind of thing, then you should probably think twice before reading this. Of course, if you want to read it and you're sensitive, I'm not stopping you. This book only touches upon the subjects; It doesn't go deep into suicide attempts and voices. Remember despite the hate these mental illnesses receive, I believe you. Mental illnesses are no joke, they're not something I try to use for views. I am not hating on the illnesses. I know it's hard, but they are relevant to the book so I had to include them. If you're feeling depressed, please talk to a counsellor. Or, if you're too scared for that, I'll happily listen and give you advice. Thank you! (I needed to include this because I didn't want people thinking I thought the mental illnesses were stupid. I don't, I promise. I love you, and I need you to keep fighting!)
Ending Innocence (boyxboy) by TrishaHarrington
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Luca hides his secrets on his body. Caden just wants to be accepted. What happens when these two meet? One, has to learn to accept his past. The other, has to figure out his feelings. Both have to face their demons. Some will stand in their way. Others will encourage them. Ultimately, they will have to fight if their love is to survive. Amazing cover made by @LifeLustingDreamer
Holding Onto You (boyxboy) by ArmchairPhilosopher
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"So you're blind?" "Yes" "Well just so you know, I'm hot." Hunter has been blind since he was two and has been home schooled all his life. He has grown into a very optimistic blind 17-year-old boy and hates violence for a very good reason. It's his final school year and he wants to go to the school his twin sister Heather is at. Heather is a popular girl in school and no one knows she has a blind twin brother. Vincent is the most popular jock and also the most violent, aggressive, impulsive and hot-tempered guy in high school. He is known as the 'angry young man' by most teachers and feared by all students. He has a soft spot for defenseless kids who are constantly bullied for being gay or weak. He gets into violent fights every week with Brian who is a homophobic bully and the principal is on the verge of expelling him. Join Hunter and Vincent as they get through their final year with the help of new friends, anger management and each other. A story filled with friendship, love and a helping hand.
My Best Friend's Brother [Discontinued] by AngelicaMusiqi
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Permanently discontinued: I'm sorry to everyone who was hoping for a new chapter. It has been more than two and a half years since I last uploaded and unfortunately I can't find any inspiration to continue this story. Personally I don't like the story. I don't like the plot and I don't like the way I've written it. I will keep the story up because there are still people reading the story, but I won't finish it. Thank you for all your support, and again - I'm sorry! [BoyxBoy] Seventeen year old Joshua White is crushing hard his best friend's brother, Michael Lopez - a twenty-one year old, super hot, Latino heartthrob. There are just a few problems: one, as far as anyone knows, Michael isn't gay; two, on the off-change he is, he's way out of Josh's league; and last but not least, if Melody (Josh's best friend) ever found out, she would go ballistic. But things start to happen between Josh and Michael, perhaps as a result of a little too much alcohol. These things leave Josh confused and conflicted, because A; he doesn't know where he stands with Michael, and B; it has a great impact on his friendship with Melody, because she doesn't approve - at all. Will he be able to ignore his feelings for Michael and stay loyal to his best friend? Or will his friendship with Melody faulter as he falls more and more in love with her brother? (I'm really not good with these things, there's a lot of drama and shiz so just read and you'll find out) WARNING! This story contains gay love and romance, if you are going to be offended, please do not read!
The Shy Girl Has a Gun by makeandoffer
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Faith Mitchell was never confident. She was happy to blend into the background, much to the protest of her friends. At 16, her life was a normal teenage cliche. She was in love with Jace, the obnoxious player who she couldn't have, and her biggest worry was whether or not he would finally come to his senses and see that she really was the one for him. That is until she is kidnapped and recruited by a secret agency of assassins. She is torn away from her normal teenage life and thrown into a world of guns, knifes and criminals. The agency mold her into the perfect killing machine, and at 19 she is no longer the shy girl that was snatched away from her uncomplicated life, but a ruthless killer who will stop at nothing to complete whatever mission she is on. Then, the agency has a new mission which involves Faith returning to her hometown, and facing her friends, family and the very boy who broke her heart just before it turned into stone. What will happen once Faith comes face to face with Jace? Will the obnoxious player be able to reach out and get the old Faith back without pressing any of her wrong buttons, considering that the shy girl he once knew now has a gun. (WATTY AWARDS 2011) (THE FICTION AWARDS 2017) ©makeandoffer
The Chemistry of Loving You (boyxboy) by greatwizard14
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I am the famous and great... Luke Fayne Lewis. Well, if your definition of "famous" means you're the center of attention everyday because the popular and homophobic jock Xander Smith is always making fun of me then you'll be correct . So yeah, Xander! What a stupid name but it suits his personality really well. He's been my mortal enemy since freshman year after I came out and has made my high school life like a living hell, literally. He is the most dumb close minded person I've ever met. He's filthy rich and his family is influential. I'm not afraid of what he can do to me anymore and I'm not just going to let him pick on me this time. However, his bestfriend Ethan Wright is hotter, wiser and a perfect boyfriend material. His kindness towards everyone is just a big bonus. Even though I can't wait to graduate and leave this school then move on to college, this is my last year, my last chance to have my first boyfriend and make my move on Ethan. I promise he will be my man and that my evil plan won't fail me.
... by katieshakespeare
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Love Letters to the Unreal (Yaoi BoyxBoy) by Annonano
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Long-distance relationship doesn't work that smoothly. Or so Raul Reanee discovered that in a hard way as his lover lives in another dimension, which technically means he is 'unreal'. Contacting each other over the years through letters, the two youths has developed feelings for each other - despite the fact they're both guys. With letters as promises, magic as connections, the two lovers awaits to meet one day; until the day Nevan Reed will be saved into Raul's arms. And so their fate goes, into a love story more tragic than Romeo and Juliet. ~~~ WARNING: BoyxBoy, Yaoi, PG - 13 Don't like BoyxBoy? Don't read, thank you. DISCLAIMER: I do not own the original art of the book cover. All credits goes to the artist (If you happen to be the person please contact me I want to credit you <3). I had no serious intention in writing this book professionally.
"Please do stay" (Boyxboy) by liamjhim
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"TEARS ARE WORDS THAT HEART CAN'T SAY"