Another fantastic 15 or should i say 16 since the last one will make me happy.

Merlock, a pre-adult girl at the age twenty of lives a normal life full of pain, self-harm, abuse, drugs, alcohol and friend problems...what that isn't normal? Well for her it is. She tries repeatedly to break out of this sequence but always seems to fail, but what would happen if she met Emily, a happy nerd with a lot of free time? Will Merlock ever break out of her invisible chains?