**Wattpad has made chapter 13 and beyond private, so if you want to continue reading, you need to follow.** Lillian is a singer, a writer, and a masochist, but she doesn’t know about that last one yet. What she does know is that her home life is not so great. She is constantly being screamed at by her parents, no matter what she does. To them, everything she does is wrong, and Lillian believes them. She takes out her frustrations on herself by cutting, the only coping mechanism that has worked for her. It makes her feel free and lifeless. It drowns out the world around her, leaving Lillian in her own little place: her happy place. When Lillian begins senior year, it starts off as normal as ever. With minimal, easy classes, lenient teachers, and laid back students, she begins to become comfortable. That is until Mr. Matthews comes in, the new psychology teacher, and that’s when her life takes an unexpected turn.

"Why do I still love you?"

❝It was our secret and will always be ours.❞

Being a princess is every girls dream right? Wrong. The truth is being a princess doesn't quite live up to what it seems. Yeh, there's the ball gowns, the tiaras and the shoes, but one things thats missing is Prince Charming, or so she thinks. Princess Adonnia Marie Christine Western, soon to be queen, hates her life and wants nothing more than to be a normal teenager. With uncaring parents, duties and oh, her arrogant yet charming fiance Xavier tying her down to a life of imprisoment she is itching to break free. As the duties of royalty become to much she rebels, but does she go to far?