One thing lead to the next and I finally received my first kiss from him. Yet the next month I was dressed in black slowly watching him go six feet under. Life played a cruel game with me, yet for some reason he still is present in my everyday life. Where ever I go he follows, my mother tells me I'm just having a mental break down from dealing with all of this, but I know better. He's still there following me where ever I go. My name is Marisa Jones, I'm seventeen and have fallen in love with my boyfriends ghost.

I always yearn for someone to talk to me and comfort me, but that's what I'm doing for the others

Not even 24 hours of being in Cali and I'm being hit on by a walking Ken Doll, aka Aiden Mathews, the boy next door. Little do I know this is just the beginning of this never ending roller-coaster, and maybe even a relationship or two in the process. This roller-coaster that I didn't even know I got on to, leads to old memories flooding back to the surface, family I haven't seen in years, and old friends I tried to bury a long time ago. Along with everything I held so close slipping right out of my finger tips and of course with my life the thing that seems to be so inevitable, starting all over again. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED Unedited and there are profanities. There is a sequel, but you don't have to read it after. Enjoy!

Haylie, Sam, Jordan, and Theo, an unlikely group of teens come together to discover the mysteries of their own pasts.