There is a severe lack of Deanna fanfic on here therefore it's my job to fill that void. You're welcome. +++ Dean struggles to let himself open up with anyone (especially anyone besides Sam) and doesn't think anyone should actually try to love him. So when he realizes he has started to have feelings for Donna he pushes her away. Donna has been hopelessly crushing on Dean for a long time now but knowing her history and what she's gone through with men in the past; how could a guy like Dean fall for someone like her? AN: if this looks even slightly interesting would you just read the first chapter and see if you like it? (I'm really bad at good summaries) Not asking for a commitment; just a bit of experimentation... *possible hell/torture flashbacks (I haven't decided yet if to include them or not)*