D-Gray Man Fanfiction. Allen can't take the pain anymore. All of his friends don't trust or like him anymore. Allen just wants all the pain to stop...But will joining the Earl's side get rid of all the pain?

What if Cross never trained Allen? What if the Earl took him to the Ark? What if the Noah Family isn't as evil as we think? ((I changed his back story from before Mana so it would fit the story. Btw this is probably gonna be a AllenXRoad soooo...))

This is the way in which I will put things after chapter 218 of the manga. I hope that you enjoy it I'm going to do my very best to put ups and downs in it. DISCLAIMER I DO NOT OWN D.GRAY MAN

Upon the awakening of Neah, Allen is sent far away and all communication is cut off from him. 2 years later, Allen returns with a mysterious girl who accompany's him wherever he goes. Lavi, Kanda, and Lenalee are determined to find out what had happened to Allen the last 4 years and the identity of the girl. ON HIATUS I do not own D. Gray-man

Allen begins to go through the change into a Noah, and is scared of being rejected by his friends. Leverrier is breathing down his neck and he has no idea what to do with these new changes. Who will help him and who will betray him? Poker Pair included!

Allen is changing into a Noah, and his fragile mental state is being shown to his friends. How will his friends react to the change, and his past that they're finally going to hear about? How will this change affect the Allen everyone knows and loves?

Allen Walker now abandoned by the order must struggle with the Fourteenth hidden within. With every passing moment the Fourteenth is gaining strength and Allen's grasp over his own body is waning. Can Allen survive or will he be extinguished.