This story was inspired by the Green Day Song: 21 Guns. It gave me the motivation to create a story that can be compared to my life where there are the best days of your life then a dark cloud can create the things you fear like a shadow of your life that follows you and makes your day worse. My shadows are bigger than they were years ago this story is also about how the shadows can become your undoing and your endless torture can be your murderer of your soul. The shadows can only grow when you push it aside of it weren't for my friends I wouldn't be broken but I am more broken than I was years ago I am vulnerable, fragile and I fear my fears that I triumphed over so long ago. My vulnerability has made my days darker.