One night after a show in November of 2008, Pete approaches Patrick on the bus after everyone else has gone to bed for a one night thing. Afterwards, Patrick isn't sure he wants it to end then, Pete wants to forget about the whole thing, and problems continue to arise. *Trigger warning* Sexual situations (although no smut, but something pretty close to it), swearing, alcohol, talk of a mental disorder. Hints of drugs. No self harm. This is also posted on AO3 right here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3542366/chapters/7797329

What first begins as a bromance between Patrick and Pete soon turns out to be something unbelievably romantic.

Patrick notices that Pete seems... Off. He's less energetic, and more... Well, isolated. After a show, Pete isolates himself, while Patrick goes for a walk, and Joe, and Andy are sleeping on the floor of the bus. Pete tries to kill himself, and almost succeeds. Patrick finds the suicide note and finds out something that changes everything.