Aria was ten when her mother died. Her dad, depressed, decided he could not care for her on his own while he was in that state. So one and a bit years later, Aria found herself hoping desperately to escape what she saw as hell before the month was over. But secretly she had lost all hope. But then she meets her idol and her whole world changes. With a new home, a new school and a new family, Aria finds her life suddenly changing for the good. Nothing can be perfect, but bullies and bad luck don't seem to bring her back down. Until her father wants to see her again and she has to chose. But it's not easy to pick between your birth father you have known all your life and the two people you have looked up to your whole life.

Lily, a thirteen year old girl with blonde hair and blue eyes, has a rough past. Her everyday life is filled with anxiety and worry, as she battles through what others can only imagine. To help her through her darkest hours, she turns to YouTube for help. So what happens when the king and queen of the vlogging world want to adopt her? Will she rise to the challenge of getting to know them, or crumble under the pressure? Travel down the dark alley way of Lily's past and watch as she battles her daemons in an attempt to get something she's always longed for deep down...a family. ~~~~~ "I cried so many times reading this omg" "This book is the best book ever!!" "I love this story so much!" "This is honestly the best thing I have ever read..."