You know you’re obsessed with it when you look at your self every time you walk past a mirror or something that reflects you. You know you’re obsessed when you think of the food you don’t want to want to eat hours before lunch. You know you’re obsessed when in class you measure you thighs or when you stare at you stomach instead of paying attention to the teacher. TW: Eating Disorder

In which a girl who hides behind baggy sweaters and a fake smile is forced to learn that 'perfection' doesn't come easily, and being skinny isn't always worth the pain. "she cried herself to sleep that night, because deep down she knew that no matter how many meals she skipped and how much exercise she did, Olivia would never be skinny." [disorder diaries, 2014 backseatmuke] tw :: eating disorders, major character death

All she wanted was to be was happy. She just wanted to be accepted. She wanted to be like the other girls. But would that be enough? • • • This is the diary of a young teen who encounters Ana and Mia.

It's been four months since Sam gave birth to her first daughter, and the young couple began a life together. But when Luke is offered a job in Seattle, and new stresses arise, Sam's sickness worsens. All is seemingly well, until Ana comes back around.

"Promise me you'll always love me." "Only if you promise to take those pills." © plaidlucas | 2014

"you need to smile ashton!" "you can't do this" she sobbed to herself all rights go to @castawaybella 2016 (somewhat remake of @grungexmikey)

In which a young girl finds the love and support she never had in a group of young boys. warning: involves serious topics like suicide, eating disorders & self harm !! read at your own risk and remember im here for you. ♡ (discontinued)

in which the boy next door falls in love with a lonely girl, only to realize it might already be too late for them. {CONTENT WARNING⚠️ contains self harming + eating disorders} ((a/n: just as an FYI, i did in fact write this story when i was in like seventh grade.. and even though i do occasionally go back and edit- the first few chapters kinda suck.. it does get better!))

"It started with fasting for a day. That day turned into two. Then three. Then four. Then I binged. I purged. I fasted. At first I just wanted to get to 120 pounds. Then 110. Once I hit 110 I wanted 100. I was at a size zero. I loved that number for some odd reason. Soon that number took over my life. Now, at 90 pounds, all I want to see is zero. 80, 70, 60 pounds will never be enough. I just want it all gone. I just want to see zero." "Zero is perfection?" Sarah asks. "Yes. Zero is perfection." I reply. "Even if it means dying?" She asks. "Even if it means dying."

Why is society so cruel?