"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy strikes and he can't take it. However, he meets Phil Lester, the outgoing flirt with too big of a heart to handle. The two become close, and Dan soon realizes that even with his switch off, he can't deny that Phil is slowly reaching to turn it back on, and Dan can't seem to push his hand away.

#Wattys2014 Award Winner: This candid, heartfelt collection of essays addresses many of life's thorniest challenges. Whether you struggle with a perennially messy house, run away worrying, depression, an unhappy relationship, mega-stress or even the devastating loss of a loved one, give yourself the gift of The Power Of Rest. You'll find comfort, encouragement and inspiration here, and come away with a renewed appreciation of your own inner wisdom and innate desire for peace, gratitude and simplicity.

You know that you're in love with someone when you're up with them at 3am, talking them through how happy they make you. You know that you're in love with someone when you're up with them at 3am, convincing them not to end it all. You know that you're in love with someone when you're up with them at 3am, reluctant to leave their touch, in case it's the last time you'll ever feel their heartbeat again. And that's how I knew I was in love. *TRIGGER WARNING* - depression - swearing - self harm - smut

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}