Clint writes letters to Natasha during his times of struggle but they are most definitely not meant to be read by anyone but himself. This is the story of two assassins and their struggle to find emotional communication, something they both pretty much suck at.

Set after Captain America: The Winter Soldier. Bucky is lost, without a purpose and brainwashed within an inch of his life. S.H.I.E.L.D and Hydra have both fallen and without anyone to stop him, Bucky intends to find out who he is - or who he was - before Hydra took away every last inch of him. Steve is left recovering from the catastrophe, but knows that Bucky is still out there, and that Bucky needs his help. Steve will do everything in his power to help his best friend find out who he is again. How far would you go to help your friend recover their mind? How long would you try for? Steve knows it isn't going to be easy, and wants to set Bucky on the road to recovery; but confusion and nostalgia hides around every corner. If Bucky is to find himself once again, Steve is going to have to face some hard truths about how he lost his friend and see him through every step of the way as he recovers, seeing him through the good times, and the bad. They might soon realise that the question "Who am I?" carries so much more than a name and a face.

''I'm cold, cold as ice. I'm laying on the ground, all alone. No one's here to help me, to save me. * I hear people walk and chat with each other, cars are passing by, but no one notices a girl, marked with several bruises and cuts, laying on the ground. I just got robbed, I just got raped. And right before I black out, I hear a lovely voice shouting things at me, but I'm already too far gone to even recognise the words the man says.'' * My name is Lorena, and this is my story on how a nightmare, full of pain and cries for help, could turn into a fairytale, all in with Sebastian Stan as Prince Charming.

His deadly gaze was on me once more his eyes burning a hole in my soul. I felt as if I'd melt. "What are you gonna do?" My tone more seductive then intimating. "Anything I want to." With one of his hands on my hip I couldn't help but shiver. His eyes turned a shade darker and his mouth moved closer to mine. I turned us around pinning him to the wall. "Maybe I should lead from here." ---------------------------------------------- A young agent that goes by the name of clint is sent to kill the notorious black widow but what stops him from pulling the trigger when they meet. Read and find out. All right's and characters are owned by the wonderfully amazing marvel industry. At the moment the story is under serious editing. And is not done.

#246 in Fan Fiction August 5th. Featured on the Official Fanfiction Wattpad account 1st Place in the Marvel Excelsior Nation Awards 2019 [Cover by AFleetingDream_91] [THIS IS BOOK ONE] Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin Off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" Ophelia's mother gave her away to HYDRA because she couldn't care for her. She was used as a lab rat for HYDRA, turned into a weapon. Tortured, experimented on, locked up, caged. Ophelia was always obedient to HYDRA, always dutiful and efficient in the beginning. When HYDRA captures Steve Rogers' best friend, James Buchanan Barnes, she witnesses his transformation from American soldier to HYDRA weapon. When they no longer need Ophelia and her path finding abilities, they turn the Winter Soldier against her. *All characters aside from Ophelia and a few others belong to Marvel* [Edit completed May 12th 2019] [Second Edit completed March 1st 2021]