After a fling with an old boyfriend, Phyer starts to question her marriage. Her guilty conscience won't let her be. While wondering if she's worthy of her husband, she meets a new guy. One kiss, and she never sees him again. Moments of lust turn into spiraling flashbacks and paranoia. Will she ever see him again or will she stay in her marriage and forget he exists?

Not all abuse is physical. Some is the result of psychological warfare. For 42 years, I seemed to be receiving coded messages that something was wrong. They came from seemingly likable billboard ads, pop songs and TV comedy skits. The queasiness, the worries , the obsessions when I would see certain unrelated words and images -- why? Could I ever solve the puzzle and figure out what had gone off the rails in my otherwise happy youth? This is the true story of a man who had set out to right the world's wrongs, and finally faced a hideous injustice from his own past, then started a road to feeling okay!