THIS BOOK IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION: DO NOT READ IF YOU INTEND TO FINISH. NO UPDATES IN THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE. Sarah Crossen is rejected by her mate, all because of a crime her father had done. Dejected Sarah forces herself to go on. Why? Because she is pregnant from a one night stand. When the pack discovered that she is, she is more hated than ever. Especially by her mate Conrad. Even though he rejected her, she still got herself pregnant! With no one left to turn too Sarah has to face the hardest thing she will ever deal with in her life.

They say that the “first” will always be special, the first will never leave, the first always comes back no matter what he/she did to us,no matter who we meet and how long it has been,it comes back,the memories,the feelings and the realizations. It is forever haunting you. Because the first will always have that “spot”, the spot that no matter how much we erase,it never goes aways. It’s like a shadow,it’s within us forever. “People just don’t get it,they never understand. It’s a first love kinda thing. You’ve done the most awful thing on earth and still I’m not over you. I try to look for you in every girl I meet.I hate you but I love you at the same time.”