Alan Ashby is what you'd call a loner in every sense. His dad is no where to found. Just as his world begins to crumble, someone shows up, literally. Austin is the new kid, he is unknown and mysterious. He has no friends and Alan finds something intriguing in him. Will they overcome the judgmental world to admit their feelings or will they let their love slip right through their finger tips?

Cashby with a little bit of Jalex. Despite Austin's menacing appearance, he's a complete softy. His friends push him around and he lets them. A stupid dare lands him in a sticky situation but his new project partner might be able to help.

Alan’s world seems to be crashing down around him, one thing after another. What’s he expected to do when everything bad seems to be happening to him? Will Austin be a rock, or just another person to disappear from his life?

Sequel to: tired yet? ||cashby|| With the school year, Alan is depressed again. His family has him under tight watch. He's avoided Austin for months, and taken up bad habits. Austin has gone mad with himself, so far from his love and dying for a little passion. Both are reeling from the pain. One night, though, Austin refuses to let it go. He won't spend one more night alone. He will change things; on his life, he'll renew the love that has gone missing.

For years, Alan has been hiding his feelings for Austin. He loves him too much to risk messing it up. The way Alan sees it, he'd rather have Austin as just a friend than not have him in his life at all. For a while, ignoring his feelings works. Things are normal, well, as normal as life can be for a rock star. But when it's time to tour again, Alan finds it impossible to push away his feelings. All that he wants is to know what it's like to be loved. Will Austin be the one that finally shows him?

Warnings: -Violence -Drugs -Self harm -Language -Possible smut Summary: Alan has just moved to a new town in hopes of starting a new life. Things may get turned upside down when he runs into some old friends. One of which is the extremely attractive Austin Carlile, who seems to always attract trouble from Andy Biersack and his gang. When a spark ignites between the two of them, more trouble may arise. Will they be able to cope with this crazy life or will it all come crashing down around them? A/N: Like I said I suck at summaries, don't judge me just read the book... By the way I make all these covers myself so if you ever need a cover for one of your books just let me know and I'll make one! Okay now get reading! Title Credit: Blessed with a Curse by Bring Me The Horizon. -Riot XOXO