Harry Styles is an Omega, but he pretends to be a Beta so he can find his mate through falling in love and not heat or rut. He meets the new student, Louis, an Alpha like he is described in books. Harry wants him, he wants him so bad, but he doesn't want to give up on his 'Beta Being' so no-one tries to take adventage. But when Harry goes into heat, and things happen, will mating be easy or complicated? Warnings: boyxboy, smut, a/b/o-dynamics, mild drug use, Mpreg

dear journal, here's my story about a broken home, filled with love, lust, and depression, in just two little hearts.

"According to you....I'm stupid. I'm useless. I can't do anything right. But according to him! I'm funny, I'm perfect, he can't get me out of his head." Harry Styles, 15 year old boy from Holmes Chapel has always dreamed of being a rockstar. Him and some friends from school form a band, and what better way to become famous then entering a battle of the bands? Their band is called White Eskimo. They practice every day and work as hard as they can, Harry wanting to improve his vocals so he doesn't hold the other boys back. Louis Tomlinson, 17 year old from Doncaster loves pop music. He's cheeky, he's funny, and from the outside seems happy. He is in a band called the Rogue. They are inspired by music like Ed Sheeran and Bruno Mars. Louis has a gentle voice, and he has a large amount of talent. The only problem is he doesn't realize how good he is. When both bands enter a battle of the bands, they're supposed to be enemies. They have to be enemies. But what happens when Harry falls desperately in love with the older boy who wants nothing to do with him? Louis has two sides, the side when he's with his band and the side when he's with Harry. Harry knows Louis, and Harry wants Louis. Harry wants him bad.

Harry Styles. He seems like your typical cheeky, charming, handsome 16 year old boy but he has a secret - one his babysitter, Louis Tomlinson, hopes he can fix.

Everything started with a piece of a paper being held up against a window sill decorated by different types of flowers saying "Hi! my names Harry, Whats yours? :)"

Louis Tomlinson keeps three secrets--three that change him. First, Louis Tomlinson isn't like the other boys. He's known since secondary school; but it took him a long time to come to terms with it. Louis' sexuality is one of the hardest things he's had to deal with, and he has to deal with it alone. He knows how foolish it would be to tell anyone else--people can be so judgmental. Secondly, Louis Tomlinson is depressed. For him, depression is no longer a condition, it's a state of being. Happiness doesn't exist in his life--he struggles just to get out of bed day to day. Louis hates himself, he hates his sexuality, and most of all, he hates his life. He slowly begins to understand what it means to be truly alone. His third secret is comes in the form of his creamy-skinned, curly-haired Cheshire flat neighbour. Everything from his rosy cheeks to his mossy-green eyes have Louis going mad with longing. He's never even exchanged a word with him, but he knows that he's addicted to this boy. He is Louis's drug, and he can't get enough of him. He's Louis's dirty, dark little secret that he has to hide because he's scared of being left alone yet again. But they say that holding things in can destroy a person from the inside out. And these secrets are breaking Louis Tomlinson.

[completed] ❝ for in dreams, we enter a world entirely our own. ❞ In which Harry falls in love with a boy who only exists in stories and drawings. Until one day, he's real. (side pairing; Lashton) © 2016 HiAndOops

TRAILER: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsDPsBG3Lis Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson just don't get along. Management tells them to put on a smile for the camera's, but behind closed doors they are constantly at eachothers throats. Louis knows that something is making Harry act strange and wants to figure out what - but will he find more than what he was looking for?

Harry Styles was just a sixteen year old boy afraid to leave his bedroom. That's normal, right? Except it's not. Harry suffers from Schizophrenia. His Mum had been told by doctors, when he was only seven years old, that he was 'sick in the mind'. Schizophrenia: A of a group of psychotic disorders usually characterized by withdrawal from reality, illogical patterns of thinking, delusions, and hallucinations, and accompanied in varying degrees by other emotional, behavioral, or intellectual disturbances. Harry Styles had suffered from depression, hallucinated and heard voices all of his life, voices whispering to him that he was not worth the air he breathed, and for years various coloured pills had kept them mostly tamed. Somehow Harry had managed to nab Louis Tomlinson along the way. Beautiful, excitable, pretty perfect Louis Tomlinson. Louis is the only person who gets him, and he is the only person who Harry feels safe around, because Louis keeps all of the voices away - Louis loves him, and promised Harry that he loved him. Louis swore he would always be there. So what happens when Harry's rose-tinted glasses get torn away, and all he is left with is the reality that even love can't keep him safe from the voices. Because Louis, pretty perfect Louis Tomlinson, can't keep his promise. DISCLAIMER: I don't own anyone in this story, it is purely fiction.

❞ "He is insane." - "He is a psychopath." - "He is dangerous." ❞ The list of rumors about Harry Styles was long, and everyone knew them but no one knew the truth. The only thing they knew was that Harry was lonely, shutted everyone out and pushed people away. No one bothered to go near Harry and everyone stayed away from him, until Louis moved into town. Louis was told to stay away from Harry at his first day in the new town, but that wasn't how Louis worked, so he ignored all the warnings and tried everything to get closer to Harry and to get to know the curly-haired boy. As his uncle told him when he was younger: "There always is a reason behind people's behaviour, no person changes unfounded. Don't judge, find out the reason and help. Sometimes a person just needs a special person to fix them." And Harry wasn't the only person with problems and secrets. ** This story can be triggering at some points, pleas be careful. ** [ currently unedited ]