Tears, blood and more tears. These two words are the definition of Ashlee's miserable life. Can she hold on for much longer? Will Ashlee escape her psychotic mum's torture? Will her FIVE bullies accept her? Will her HUGE secrets help her? Will the FIVE bullies ever care for her? Will she find the light in the dark? Will she survive the bizarre twists? Join Ashlee's journey to find out!

*WARNING: Written in 2008, some content may be offensive* Stasee is your typical shy, quiet teenage girl until the night her brother's best friend Damen Hurtz decides to finally acknowledge her existence. In a desperate attempt to gain his acceptance she allows him to take the one thing every girl values most...her virginity. After that night, Damen constantly begins accepting her while they're alone and then rejecting her in front of his peers. Stasee's frustration and confusion continues to grow, as do her feeling toward the man who continues to break her heart. He claims that he cares for her, but will his need for his peer's acceptance prevent him from ever treating Stasee the way he should? And if he finally realizes the stupidity of popularity over love, will Stasee still be waiting for him?