Luke has been in love with Ashton Irwin ever since he first laid eyes on him the day he joined the band. But to Ashton, Luke is his band member and best friend, nothing more. Nobody knows that Luke is gay, not even Calum or Michael, and he plans on keeping it that way.

"I fell in love with a girl? But I'm gay?"

There was something about Luke, that made Ashton smile. But lately, Luke hasn't been smiling back. Luke is deeply in love with Ashton, and it's slowly killing him. He's convinced that Ashton will never love him back. He starts to drift away from the other boys, shutting himself out from them while occasionally letting Calum in. Luke is tired of being alone and tired of feeling broken.

“why are you wearing a skirt?” “because i’m fabulous” “you’re a boy.” “a fabulous boy that still skates better than you.” … or the one where every time luke sees ashton he's wearing a different skirt. (crossdresser!ashton au)