The thing about white lies, is that they darken more than the real ones actually. They start out trying not to hurt someone, but that's all they do. Hurt. I tried to protect him; but I didn't' know how. So I lied. It was only because he was my bestfriend. Because I love him. This secret you ask? Well, my parents died. And I have gastric cancer. How I managed to hide that for so long? No clue. I was willing to do anything to cover it up. When I realized how wrong it was, it was too late. More lies, losses, and love.

Allison-Rose (Ally) is a young Australian girl who has spent a life full of bullying and an abusive father. Praying for a better life for her daughter, Ally's mum, Rose, sends her daughter to Doncaster, England. Follow my instagram: @hayleycolls love you all xxx

{COMPLETED BOOK} *WARNING! THIS BOOK CONTAINS ABUSE, RAPE, SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION! MAY BE TRIGGERING AND I ADVISE YOU NOT TO READ THIS UNLESS YOU ARE ABLE TO HANDLE SUCH THEMES. I, AS THE AUTHOR, AM NOT ENCOURAING ANY OF THESE THINGS BUT SIMPLY USING THEM IN MY STORY! IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE THOSE THEMES PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS AS THE ENDING WILL BE EXTREMELY TRIGGERING* ~~~~~~~ Maria Cliffe. Otherwise known as scum to Harry Styles and his loyal disciples. Things change, people change, situations change. But the past can never be changed.

I tapped my pen onto my desk with anticipation. Why did I deserve to meet One Direction? I stared at my lifeless paper. The question kept skipping through my mind like a broken record player. Why did I, Cher Marie Lovett, deserve to meet One Direction? Lots of ideas swirled my mind, but one caught my attention. Without thinking twice, I scribbled onto the paper, “So I can lick Liam Payne's abs.” I know what you're thinking. That's probably the dumbest reason ever. But, hey, it was 100 percent truthful and its not like they're gonna read it anyways. Pretty pleased with my idea from God, I skipped over to Mrs. Richards’ desk and slammed down my masterpiece. “I'm finished,” I smirked with a mouthful of victory. Little did I know that a simple, ‘I'm finished’ would be my biggest regret yet.

{book 2} ✓ - ❝ I'm tired of pity, of everyone looking at me like "poor Zayn, infatuated with his best mates's girl". I know it's not okay and if it were so easy to forget about her I would've done it already. It's not. But I just need time, not people to pity me and force me to move on. Why can't they understand that? I just need time and someone to understand. ❞

For Ally