I want to die. No, not that, I want to feel the sensation of death. I want to know what it's like for after death. I've always been intrigued by it ever since I was five. I watched a movie where a kid can see dead people and the person helping him is already gone. Is that's what's it's like? Do you not know if you're dead or not? My best friend Marnie committed suicide last week and today was her funeral. As I am sad, I'm also jealous. She knows what it's like to be dead, she can answer all of our questions, yet she can't because she is gone forever. Does it hurt more after the death, or does the death hurt the most and it's all rainbows and butterflies after. I'm not depressed, nor am I suicidal. I don't think I've ever been, I thought I was just thinking like everyone else does. Marnie told me I go too deep, she said as deep as an ocean and I've tried to swim to the bottom. I don't mean to be deep, I'm just curious.

this story was made in the 1989 era, new jokes have been made and these are like hella old BUT STILL FUNNY new reputation era jokes coming soon... 1...2...3 LETS GO BITCH

Lauren has always been what everyone expected her to be. She got the good grades, She's good looking, Has everything she could ever want. She's twenty-five, a doctor , with an amazing girlfriend. What else could he ask for right? But, Who is she really? Nineteen year old Camila Cabello has had trouble following her; her whole entire life. You couldn't really say she's had it easy either. Her life is what is killing her. What happens when Lauren becomes Camila's doctor? Can Lauren save Camila and save the rest of the world including herself. Promises are meant to be broken.

As the title suggests, this is a collection of camren fanfics that I personally enjoyed and will be suggesting for you to read well. Now, you could be new to this whole 'camren' thing so I'm also going to include the already popular fanfics. - Book 2 is up Enjoy :) //Started October 2016//

Looking for her soulmate is so tiring. She didn't have a choice. It's to kill or be killed. It's a prophecy she wished she never knew. The sun will kill the darkness and the moon shall not be allowed to rise. Celestial bodies shall not exist at same sky for it is what's wise. 
But if heaven permit they do and exist peacefully
Thou shall break the curse that's written in stone eternally. *** - indicates flashbacks camren | soulmates au [seriously the favorite book i ever wrote. love this book and i'll love you]

A dangerous game, full of pitfalls. A dispute of power, money and desire. On one side of the board, the deputy Lauren Jauregui, and on the other, the wife of a magnate, Karla Camila Cabello. In this game, only one will fall. Who will have the best strategy? Who will better know how to play? Who will checkmate? Place your bets, the game will begin. Cover by @JaureguiMalik25

Prompt: Lauren borrows Camila's phone for something and catches her reading Camren smut. Camila is embarrassed at first but the two end up having sex

In the D/s society of Miami, men and women abandoned by their Dom/mes or otherwise deemed unfit for life "outside" end up at the Lakeview House for Orphaned Submissives. It is here that Camila Cabello finds Lauren Jauregui, broken and fearful from mistreatment at the hands of her former Dom. Can Camila coax Lauren back into the world that once so terrified her, and show her the true meaning of care and submission? **Dom/Sub Society AU** **Conversion.** Warning: Mature Themes, Praise Kink, Mentions of Abuse

Lauren is an ex-sergeant of the US Army who will be assigned to protect Camila Cabello. Camila, a tough, independent and gorgeous arms dealer, is facing imminent danger because of the nature of her work. Lauren must keep her close to keep her alive. But doing so will also turn up the heat that's been bubbling between them that could blow up into passion at any moment. This is a re-telling of a converted story I posted a few months ago. I really want to share this amazing story. So I tweaked it a bit to avoid from getting into trouble. :) All credits to the original author. Also, I suck at summaries. So just check out the story.