about the girl that loved colors almost as much as she loved him. book one of the suicide series.

"You have a problem with falling, don't you?" "You have no idea." Cover by LilacLucas

❝There's only a thin line between love and hate, and sometimes it feels like we're dancing on that line.❞ *Discontinued

There was once five boys in a band called One Direction. This is not their story. Unless you count the part where I killed them.

Julia, a senior in high school, is starting to lose faith and hope in life. She gets bullied daily and no one seems to care. Her hope and inspiration soon comes to light after meeting a boy that goes to the ends of the world and back to see her smile.©

Harry Styles AU She left me. Not in the we-were-married-and-had-a-kid-and-I-just-don't-love-you-anymore-but-we-can-still-be-friends kinda way. But not in the I-hate-you-you-dick-never-talk-to-me-and-I-want-full-custody way either. More in the I-love-you-too-but-this-hurts-too-damn-much-and-I-just-have-to-let-the-cancer-kill-me-Harry way. Yeah. If you haven't guessed yet, I'm a twenty-six year old writer with a four year old son and dead wife. How could anyone love someone like that? That's what I thought. And most people seemed to agreed with me. Except her. She was perfect in every definiton of the word. Her hair flowed down her back, and her eyes were the kind that you could stare into forever and never get bored of. She was loving, caring and she was always there for me. So this is my story about how I fell for a girl named Delilah who flipped my world up side down and taught me to love again. (Cover made by @MyCalmInsanity )

My name is Eleanor Calder. You might know who I am. I model, but millions of teenage girls knew me as the girl who dated Louis Tomlinson from One Direction. Yeah, I said dated. No we did not break up. How are we not together if we didn't break up? He died. Louis Tomlinson died. As well as: Niall Horan Liam Payne and Harry Styles. You may recognise them as well. As well as a girl named Danielle Peazer, my best friend. Also Liam Payne's girlfriend. Dead. Gone. There one day and gone the next. Deceased. Get it now? Not in complete shock? One other thing, did you notice that there was one missing from the list? Someone who is usually mentioned? Someone by the name of Zayn Malik? Well he's still alive. Right here next to me, right now. He says hello. This is our story of what happened when One Direction died. The world will never be the same. I guarantee it.

*y'all DON'T READ THIS. i wrote this at thirteen. you've been warned.* "Harry, it's been rumored that if you have a daughter you would name her Darcy. Any particular reason why?" The interviewer asked. I gulped and glanced down at my feet, not wanting to talk about the girl that I had lost. "Um, yeah, actually." I admitted. "I used to be friends with a girl named Darcy... but she was kidnapped and never found again. I think that I'd like to name my daughter Darcy in her memory." My heart started to ache as I remembered Darcy Monroe and knew that I would never see her again. Or so I thought. © Copyright 2013. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the express prior written permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact _HakunaMatata_ on Wattpad.com

~Unexpected no. 2~ Five years after the accident, Rissa and Harry are at their happiest. No fighting, no accidents, and no nightmares. Just five years of happily raising Darcy, James, and the three year old Matt. What happens when Sharissa meets Edward again after five years of not seeing him? Will things go for the worst? Will it bring hidden feelings and lies to the surface? Who's going to need Protection now? *Second Book In The Unexpected Trilogy* ~Completed~

I don't like One Direction. So can someone please tell me why I'm stuck on a game show with the five boys who have stolen millions of girls' hearts?