Stuck between chasing dreams and raising my kids

~~~ . . He let my hand go and cupped the side of my neck sinking his fingers up the back of my neck. I sighed leaning my head a bit back, before feeling my body shiver when used his thumb to run over my jawline. How did we end up here? We stared at each other for a sec, his eyes dropped to my lips then come back to my eyes. I slid my hands up his arms because they had no where else to go. I turned away from him, just for his hand that was on my hip to grab me by my cheeks. "You're drunk," I mumbled looking literally anywhere else but Mathias. "I am not," he moved his head to be in my eye view "Drunk," and just ended up pressing his forehead on mine, dropping the hand on my cheeks back to my hip. I closed my eyes tightly cause I couldn't look this man in the eyes for shit- The fact his hands were on me made it feel unreal, like it was another wet dream I was having of my boss. When his hands hadn't moved and nothing was said as if he was thinking of something to do. I opened eyes just as his head dipped into my neck, I swear I felt like melting on the floor right then and there. "Wait..."

Amirah Harris is 23 old women stuck working dead end jobs of being a waitress and a motel maid. She works by taking orders, cleaning disgusting floors, and working inhumanly long hours. She goes to college on top of that which eats at her as well. One night things changed as Amirah hears some noise. It came from one of the motel rooms near her. She makes the mistake by listening in on what happens to be a mafia hit. What happens when she's caught by the members and taken to the boss? 'I was then taken aback by a noise of muffled speaking as I stopped in my tracks and stopped the carts of cleaning supplies. What is that? I thought as I pressed my dark brown ear against the thin wood door, all I could hear was talking then a man who sounded angry. Eh, nothing much as I about to make an attempt to step back when a gunshot rang out. I gasped as I heard three more following the first. I creeped back slowly not wanting you make any noise, but god wasn't on my side I guess as my behind hit the cart knock over bottles on cleaning sprays, a mop and a red plastic bucket of dirty mop water. I cursed under my breath "shit."

" That's the shit I'm talking about Lani, you do nothing but distance yourself slowly kill what we have everyday!" "Then why won't you leave?" "..." "Exactly."

Kindness can be taken for granted. The innocent can really just be the easily ticked off. Don't go pressing just anyone's buttons. You might just get fucked. This is the journey of Rachel and Daniel. :::Please there's abnormalities throughout the ride, so just sit back and enjoy.

Nadia Washington spent majority of her life in an overly strict household, being the last child, her parents wanted to protect her from the world and keep her home as long as possible. One day, Nadia decides that she no longer wants to live that life. She wants to be free, experience the world, and make her own choices. So, she packs her bags and moves to New York to live with her sister, Celine. Nadia hopes in doing so, she'll be able to discover herself and experience things in life that she has missed out on. Hunter Reece is the starting Quarterback for the New York Giants, chasing a Super Bowl ring. After a tough Super Bowl loss which resulted in what he calls a "failed rookie season", he decided that he needs to block out distractions as they are what's keeping him from his goal. From that moment on, he lived and breathed football. Hunter has made it clear he wasn't looking for romance. However, love can come at you at the most unexpected of times and he's about to find out just that. ⚠️ Mature Audiences Only ⚠️ -------- Highest ranking: #2 Romance Highest ranking: #1 General Fiction (09/13/18) ----------------- © 2018 Summerdreamin / N.A. Mills All rights reserved. No portion of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the author, except as provided by U.S.A. copyright law.

"Then what do you want me to tell you." King yelled causing me to jump a little. Never had he raised his voice at me or even spoke this way to me. But I guess there was a first for everything. I took a deep breath before closing my eyes. I was close. He was close. I was so close that my chest laid against his and I could feel the thuds of his heartbeat. Neither one of us moved because we knew we what we wanted. We knew it from the first day we met each other. Fighting back the tears that formed in the back of my eyes I spoke. "Tell me how we'll be lovers and friends." There was a long silence before I opened my eyes and let the tears fall. _____________ Melanie and King have been friends since the beginning of their freshman year in college. The two always found it weird how they met but thanked God everyday that they had. But the thing that made them different from friends were their feelings. Never had one of them dared to tell each other the feelings they had deep down for one another. Because at the end of the day they were friends. And only that. That's all they knew to be. But with their feelings growing deeper and being unable to control them. Will they finally become what they want. Or will their fantasy crumble to pieces? Will they ever be lovers and friends?

This is an alternative universe where Edward Cullen was happily married to his long time wife since he turned 17 years old in his human life. Rania Beauty Mason. The Cullen Clan loved her; she had away of making the darkest times turn into the brightest. She was the best thing that happen to Edward till Alice Cullen saw a vision and it changed everything.

This is our kingdom but look what we have done!

Astrea Genssea is a 17 year old girl who is known as the schools badass. What happens when she goes on vacation and meets a guy she takes interest to, Enzo King is a 17 year old ceo of the biggest real estate market however he have family issues and the only way he deals with his problems is violence. What happens when he goes on vacation and Meets a girl who match's his energy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "stop running from me mi amore" I was back on the hospitals cold wall. I put my hands on his chest getting ready to push him away until he started kissing my neck. His lips was soft but his kisses were rough I could sense our lust mixing together "Enzo stop it" I failed to hold out the moan that escaped. "Push me away" he whispered on my neck while still kissing me. I couldn't find myself wanting to push him away, so I didn't I allowed him to continue attacking my neck. "See you do want to keep seeing me" he trailed his lips up from my neck that I knew was now filled with hickeys. He teases me and kissed the side of my mouth, he wanted me to make the move. I grabbed his face and kissed his pink lips while pulling on his hair he grabbed my waist and grinds against me letting me know he was really liking it. "Mrs. Adam-" the nurse was surprised to see me making out with someone other than my "husband" and she was gasping at the site of me having an "affair" right outside of my "husband's" hospital room. I was red from being caught making out with Enzo so I tried to push him away so I could leave and hide but Enzo wouldn't budge. "I hope your husband see my marks and realize you belong to me"