"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.

Uh.. Hi? (Co writing with oh-my-lashton, I'm doing Luke's entries and she's doing Ashton's ! ) Warning: boyxboy, self harm, eating disorder, mentions of rape, language

❝I've never been as close to a boy as I have at this moment, nor have I with a man. A man that's Luke, a man that's my step-father. This was clear, but my head continued to tell me to forget the facts and give in to the pleasures I was feeling with Luke's fingers against me. "This is so wrong," He whispered under his breath, but refused to take his hand from between my thighs.❞ ©Narry-My-Storan 2015 || Bailey Luke Daddy Kink [cover by @sweet-lemonade]

gdzie ashton wytatuuował luke'owi "nigdy nie pozwolę odejść światłu zza twoich oczu" i postanowił wypełnić obietnicę lashton started 13/04/16r. written by mops_ashtona

więc, jeśli umrę, wiedzcie, że to ashton był moją pierwszą miłością, tak myślę. lub luke każdego dnia czyta jeden wpis z książki miłości swojemu martwemu chłopakowi.

ʻmurders murder, lovers love.ʼ #329 in Horror / © teenagehemmings | wattpad 2015 | completed WAS PUBLISHED IN 2014, DON'T JUDGE MY CURRENT WORKS OFF MY OLDER WORKS.

"Not our fault lukes fat!" Ashton yells with a giggle, Michael and Calum laugh at the drummers choice of a joke, all of them glancing back to the laptop. What everyone misses though is the way Luke frowns slightly, and presses a hand over his tummy, he rubs an arm up and down his side for the rest of the twitcam, 'lukes fat..lukes fat...lukes fat' He chants over and over in his head. 'I'll be perfect, i won't stop until i am perfect.'

ca·thar·sis: (n) the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions. A boy with a sign that offers five dollars for a stranger's story, falls in love with a boy who tells him his story on a New York City sidewalk on a rainy evening in October. MAY BE TRIGGERING-MESSAGE FOR DETAILS

~ "Don't you see, Ashton? If you want me, you'll have to stay. You'll have to wait. You'll have to live." "I'm not sure I can." {Luke is an angel and Ashton needs saving.} ~ Special thanks to cxddlingashtxn.