I am surrounded by darkness and hatred. I have no one that makes me want to live another day, but giving someone that much power over my emotions is too dangerous and something I won't risk. So therefore I don't have feelings, frankly I don't want feelings because they are to much of a burden. But if I wanted them I guess you could say I'm out of luck. I'm the product of darkness and purity. The terrible in between, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. But I guess you could say my worst enemy is myself.

I am in an affair with Justin Bieber. If someone had told me a month ago that I would one day say those words & actually mean them, I would have insisted they were on crack. I don’t know why I agreed to this. I have a boyfriend. Who is not in any way, shape, or form Justin. Yes, I’m attracted to Justin. Majorly. But do I actually have legitimate feelings towards him? I have no idea. All I know is I’ve gotten caught up in a situation I never imagined myself to be in, & there’s really no turning back now. ♦ ♦ ♦ Dark blue, dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? ♦ ♦ ♦ Posting with permission from the author

Luke's ass sits on a throne at the top of the social chain, but with popularity comes limitations. Don't do this; don't do that; you like which movie? As Luke loses sight of who he is, Ari Quiroz steps into his life. Spunky and loudmouthed, the fearless Filipino teen inadvertently shows Luke what it's like to live life without barricades. However, with the fear of being a freak and the temptations of popularity luring him in, Luke has to decide what's more important. If drunk words are sober thoughts, then Luke Hemmings is in for one hell of a hangover. ✖ OFFICIAL winner of the 2015 Watty's in the "Talk of the Town" category. #233 in Random - 06 February 2015 #911 in Fanfiction - 25 February 2015 #576 in Fanfiction - 23 May 2015 #130 in Fanfiction - 29 May 2015 #91 in Fanfiction - 24 June 2015 #9 in Fanfiction - 5 July 2015 #2 in Fanfiction - 15 July 2015 TRIGGER WARNINGS: Depression, Suicide, Bullying, Vulgar Language ✖ Started on: 19 July 2014 Completed on: 3 June 2015 Reviewed by Emily of Wattmag issue #4.

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•COMPLETED• You are about to step foot on a roller coaster ride that you might be on for a while. Throughout the ride you'll find yourself wanting to vomit, but you manage to hold it in. When you see everyone getting off, you realize that the ride is finally over and once your feet hit the ground, you feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Then you look into the distance and feel so relieved because you see something not so horrific. The thing you see is what you've been waiting for ever since you got on that hell of a ride. It just might take you some time to actually get there considering there's a huge crowd in your way and it's hard to get through. Hopefully by the time you actually get there, it's what you thought it was going to be. Justin's life is that roller coaster. He has gone through so much that he breaks down and loses himself. Hopefully he can find his way back from the darkness and be met with light. Then once he's able to do that, let's pray that he can remain happy. Hope you enjoy. (:

"YOU DON'T OWN ME!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, pushing him away. He violent pinned me back against the wall, and whispered in my ear, "If I can't have you, no one can." They all think he's insane, but she knows.. He's not mad. He's in love. 2013 ©

"It is better to be feared than loved" Fanfiction #4 Teen Fiction #13 Copyright © 2013, JustinsAvenger

**IN MAJOR EDITING PROCESS** (slow) Read at your own time, this story was written in 2013 when I first started writing. The plot is messy but the grammar and sentence structures improve towards the end, since I decided to finish it in 2015. -- 'Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer.' Or AU: Jason is a well known gangster around the city. Natalie finds that almost everything is a lie in her life, then once she thinks everything is fine, nothing's fine at all but it's too late for her to figure that out when it costs her life.

Britton Morris had a crush. Justin Bieber was that crush. What Britton didn't know was that she was falling for the preacher's step son.

Olivia and Justin, two people who hate each other's guts, decide to use each other for sex. But what happens when feelings get mixed in, and jealousy becomes a factor in the game, when it wasn't suppose to be there in the first place? ---- "Just sex?" I asked him while I lay half naked under him. "Just sex." He confirmed. "None of that falling for each other and that sappy bullshit?" I asked again. "Just enemies with benefits." He smirks then smashed his lips to mine. All Rights Reserved // © Tristxnnn_ [Strong language, MAJOR graphic sexual references/scenes, and drug refrences] [NOTE: to read private chapters you have to follow me]